My friend joe
March 29, 2009 8:24pm
About 3 years ago i met someone online called Joe on a local chat room, he didn't live too far away from me. At the time I was …
smilthruthpain
4:03pm, June 27, 2009
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About Me
smilthruthpain
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About Me
Im 28 and a recently single mam of 2.I manage a Farm shop and I love my job so much... Im a very quite person until I am comfortable with others its trust issues I have. But working on it. Although when you get to know me I can be funny, crazy and talk your ear off lol. I have the greatest respect for people...if they have the same in return, I value friendships as gold but have been hurt by everyone I have ever trusted, I don't beleive in taring everyone with the same brush so I give everyone a chance and always hope for the best in people...wear my heart on my sleeve I guess they say x
Im 28 and a recently single mam of 2.I manage a Farm shop and I love my job so much... Im a very quite person until I am comfortable with others its trust issues I have. But working on it. Although when you get to know me I can be funny, crazy and talk your ear off lol. I have the greatest respect for people...if they have the same in return, I value friendships as gold but have been hurt by everyone I have ever trusted, I don't beleive in taring everyone with the same brush so I give everyone a
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Happy belated birthday xx
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BIG HUGS XX
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Thank you for being supportive and a great friend. Hope your well xx
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tell me about it venture almost broke me, couldnt not buy the pics though i fell in love with them as soon as i saw them. I spent nearly 1500 on 3 pics, but never mind eh. How are you?
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Yeah not bad thank you, just painting my room today s tiring; are you up to much xx
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionHad various eating disorders since age of 9 (1989)and was diagnosed with acute major depression in jan 2003, in oct 2003 attempted suicide whilst medicated and after left therapy and refused medication. Since, maintained a stable lifestyle and mood but since oct 2007 have deteriated drastically. Lost most friendships, social life, husband and 80lbs. Im struggling to keep it together...
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Held back on certain things and Went out patient in 2003 after 6 months waiting,was good for the understanding of why but when they pressured me to talk about everything i began to back away and signed myself off as 'well'
- Prozac Not Working
- Didn't work, attempted suicide after 9 months on max dosage
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- Im hoping its going to work...
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaHad various Eds since age of 9 COE,Bulimia and Anorexia. My weight has Yo-Yo'd depending on the event/trauma but has usually been COE when stressed or emotional the had to diet the weight back off which has lead to bouts of Ana/Mia. Over the last year or so i have not had any COE episodes only restricting due to severe depression and have currently lost around 80lbs since oct 2007, im scared im going to die, i can't help myself but im more scared of getting help
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- got good understanding of disorder but couldn't handle them digging into the past
- Prozac Not Working
- didn't work suicidal after 9 months on max dose
Open Rape
smilthruthpain hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
First got symptoms at 19(now 28) and have come and gone over the years. This last year the symptoms are constant and have been dropping things more frequently.
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- Ibuprofen Not Working
- Wrist Splint Working / Worked
- Use on both hands at night, help a lot in left as CTS in 1st stages but in right just eases but at least i get some sleep
Open Panic Attacks
smilthruthpain hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Insomnia
smilthruthpain hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Miscarriage
smilthruthpain hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
smilthruthpain hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
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