I'm starting to slide down into the pit. A number of factors are contributing. I know a number of people have much worse lives, I guess I'm just being a whiner.
One my vision is really weird. Everything is blurry. My brother the OD double checked them 2 weeks ago said they had changed slightly, but it seems much more worse today. Driving me crazy.
I can't concentrate which makes work really hard. Was in tears today, cause I couldn't figure things out. Things I should know how to do.......
I hate my job, I would really like to be laid off... Tempted to quit,but can't because $ and benefits are all through me.....
Worried about my dad. Colon cancer has been hard on him. Not sure he will recover.
Last visit with my T today before she moves to the Northwest. That is killing me. I have relied on her tooo much. Scared if I can do it on my own. Have a new T picked out, but tempted not to go, just tough it for a while and see if I can do it on my own. Stupid idea, but one I've been contemplating.
Need a big hug to make it all go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





