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diggingout 
9:34pm
I haven't written for a while. I've been more good then bad and sometimes coming here makes me worse. Plus trying to focus on husband and family. But today......
I'm frustrated. I feel like I'm starting to get depressed. Lack of motivation, lack of caring..... Need to do something, not sure what. Frustrated with kids, just being kids. Sick of the contention in my home. Don't know what to do about it. Need to talk to H. But that is hard. Want to yell. scream, bang my head into the wall. Want to pop pills just cause. I know bad for me....
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