sliding
August 26, 2009 5:23pm
I'm starting to slide down into the pit. A number of factors are contributing. I know a number of people have much worse lives, I guess …
Goal Completed on May 18, 09
diggingout 
8:41pm, November 7, 2009
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About Me
diggingout
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About Me
Trying to dig out. Someday my shovel works better than other days.
Trying to dig out. Someday my shovel works better than other days.
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Interests
Love hiking, in fact it is one of the only things that keeps me sane. I live on the Idaho side of the Tetons, can see them out my window --awesome...
Love hiking, in fact it is one of the only things that keeps me sane. I live on the Idaho side of the
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Recent Activity
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November 9
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diggingout changed their mood to Good 11:35pm
November 7
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diggingout gave gentle51 a hug 9:00pm
Flying and it feels great. Met with my old T for almost an hour today. Great chat just as a friend. Was…
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diggingout gave ScaredAlone a hug 8:57pm
Just sending a simple hug, to let you know people care. Hang in there!!!!!!!…
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diggingout gave fireinmydesire4life a hug 8:46pm
Just wanted to say and send you a hug. Doing great today. Wish you the best!!!!!!…
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diggingout updated their status 8:41pm
Met with my former T for coffee. Felt GREAT!!!!!!!…
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Ray of Sunshine
HI, how's it going this week? Hugs......from, "Fire".
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Thumbs Up
Hey, that sounds great! I'm happy for you! and glad to see your smiling green face up there, friend! drop me a line sometime.....k? take it easy, ..."FIre" =)
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Hug
I am glad you had a nice time with old T. I understand the feeling. I hear by email every few weeks from mine. I call him my friend . I like keeping in touch with him. Take good care!! Blessings, Marie
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I’m With You
You are welcome!! I understand I have been ill for 3 days and yesterday I went to the dentist. The experience was not good. I need to get a tooth pulled next Wednesday..for me that is REAL bad! It will pass..Have a GREAT rest of the week!! Blessings, Marie
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Moment of Peace
Wishing you a peaceful Sunday! Take Good Care, Marie
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionHave suffered for 30+years most of the time I have been able to work through it. This year has been different. It has owned me.. Still trying to figure out how to climb out or justify the other option to myself.
Treatments
- Abilify Too Soon to Tell
- Started at 5 mg/day, 7.5 next week, then 10 mg/day the third week.
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Just started seems to be good. -- at least until you get off.
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Close Migraine Headaches
Having a lot of headaches -- Doc says migraine, I'm not sure if they aren't bounce back - self inflicted (suffer from depression - tend to self medicate - not not feel anything) I'm to the point I want the headaches to go away..... I'm trying to be good
Treatments
- Caffeine Working / Worked
- Mountain DEW --- but now is causing gut pain
- Excedrin Working / Worked
- Gave myself pancreatitis -- becareful you don't overdose
- Topamax Not Working
- Had usually dizzy/dry mouth/jitteries.... But then I began to recall repressed memories. Wasn't ready for that.
- Tylenol Somewhat Helpful
Open GERD & Heartburn
Seems to affect only my throat. Makes it sore, then bruised. So then I have not voice. Taking 60 mg prevacid daily. 30 am/pm. Can't sleep flat or my throat has acid in it. Don't know what to do!!
Treatments
- Antacids Somewhat Helpful
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- Patanase seems to irritate my throat. Stopped using.
- Carafate Working / Worked
- Love it, but it is only a fix, after the damage is done.
- Prevacid Somewhat Helpful
- Taking way toooo much (60 mg/day). Have read it is bad for you.....
Open Bipolar Disorder
Have dealt with a lot of depression, recently anxiety, irratability, prefer being a long. The more I read about bipolar more it feels like me..
Treatments
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
didn't realize how much I has suppressed. Started topomax and the flashbacks started. Freaked me out. But explains why I feel so emotionally dead and why I am sooooo angry.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Is hard, but seems to make a difference.
- Topamax Not Working
- Caused flashbacks and flooding I wasn't ready for!!!!!!!!
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Just diagnosed today
Treatments
Open Female Sexual Issues
Have gone from using sex to hurt myself to being completely uninterested in, almost afraid of sex.
Open Self-Injury
scratching, bruising, pill popping
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Red Marker Not Working
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
2 boys (6, 8) 8 year old giving me fits.
Treatments
- Education (School) Not Working
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
