Journal Entry for July 20, 2009
July 20, 2009 11:03am
Progress
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Goal End Date is Sep 20, 09 62 days ago.
lynn09
11:09am, July 14, 2009
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About Me
lynn09
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About Me
I'm 44 yrs old and finally really LIVING!!!! My avatar is a pic of the Mackinaw Bridge in Michigan. I'm 7 months clean now and life is just the awesomest I could ever have imagined!!! Its feels so good to be a part of LIFE now...not just "existing"!!!!!!
I'm 44 yrs old and finally really LIVING!!!! My avatar is a pic of the Mackinaw Bridge in Michigan. I'm 7 months clean now and life is just the awesomest I could ever have imagined!!! Its feels so good to be a part of LIFE now...not just "existing"!!!!!!
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Interests
reading(alot lately)christian rock music, some of the oldies music 60's, 70's 80's. love the outdoors when its not so cold.And I am looking forward to all the other interests I will find out about myself the longer I stay clean.
reading(alot lately)christian rock music, some of the oldies music 60's, 70's 80's. love the outdoors
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Recent Activity
November 7
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lynn09 wrote a discussion post in the Hysterectomy support group: Please share your experiences 8:13am
Hi I'm new to this group. Just found out 10 days ago that my hysterectomy(TAH)is sceduled for Dec. 2nd.…
May 2
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lynn09 turned 44 12:00am
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I did it!!!!!!!!!!
June 28, 2009 8:16pm
I did it!!!!!!!! I remained clean,NO weed for 6 months!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I feel 100% better!!! Am so much more active in living....not …
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Hugbook
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Hello there.... giving all my Friends a Friday hug.... Hope you are doing well!
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Dear lynn09, Wanted to send a hug from one X-weed smoker to another, been weed free for about 6yrs. And alcohol free for about 10yrs. Now I'm trying to get rid of the cigs. How is that going for you? I'm struggling with it, feel bad if I smoke, feel bad if I don't smoke. Hugs Wantstolive
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Doing well. Got 3 weeks weed free and it's been fairly easy....as if I never smoked it in the 1st place. I am also coming up on 17 months alcohol free and I hardly recognize myself. Still smoking cigs though...but WAY less.
Celebration
Congrats on the new job!
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Hey chickie...whatcha been up too???
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I'm 43 and been smokin' weed steady(quit probaly 4-5 times)approx.24 yrs. I'm 33 days clean today:) I am also bi-polar11 and use to think it was my main medicine,along with others that were prescribed. This time is different though..I have finally come to the conclusion I am an addict and cant control it. At one point after my parents passed away in 2006 I was smokin an ounce a week. Then had to cut down cuz of financial reasons. Then went down to usually a 1/4 every 3-4 days.
Close Adoption
I'm a birthmom..semi-open adoption. I was 17 and parents pretty much made me gove her up. I have no regrets,she has an awesome family.I received pics regularly,letters updating things on how she was growing. Met her in person(since leaving the hospital when she was born)at her hgh school graduation. To make a long story short,she is getting married this summer,and my kids(her 1/2 siblings are all invited:)
Open Anger Management
I am 34 days clean from marijuana. Just recently I am dealing with some serious anger issues concerning my divorce that was finalized in January 2007. I know its in the past,and I dont regret the divorce...but am sick and tired of blaming myself for it. I know its an issue I have to work thru if I intend to stay clean,which I do. I just dont really know how to handle this anger I'm feeling. It gets really scary cuz I'm not usually an angry person,when I was smokin I wasnt anyway.This is newto me
Open Anxiety
i suffer from anxiety since quittin g weed 34 days ago...i take xanax just temporarily cuz its addicting
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Xanax Working / Worked
Open Cervical Cancer
I just had a pap-smear last friday(april 10th)just got a call today that there were abnormal cells and they want me to go for a colposcopy on the 21st of this month.
Open Hysterectomy
I am going to a appt. tomorrow to find out if I will be needing a hysterectomy or not.
Open HPV
44 yrs old...recently found out I have severe dysplasia.
Treatments
- Colposcopy Working / Worked
- Having a conization next with along with LEEP.
Open Loneliness
I'm 44..and need to learn that I dont need a man in my life all the flippin time!!!!
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I want to quit smoking cigs..its taking all my money..and I know my health suffers from it.
