Lost in normalcy
So I've been avoiding coming on here because I feel weak, my every thought has been aout using. I've started smoking pot again, which helps …
It's beauty that captures your attention; personality which captures your heart......... I hold a beast, an angel and a madman in me, and my enquiry is as to their working, and my problem is their subjugation and victory, downthrow and upheaval, and my effort is their self-expression.
It's beauty that captures your attention; personality which captures your heart......... I hold a beast, an angel and a madman in me, and my enquiry is as to their working, and my problem is their subjugation and victory, downthrow and upheaval, and my effort is their self-expression.
Reading a good book, being around the beach, warm weather, going out with friends, listening to music, cuddling, a long conversation on the phone, road trips, the occasional party and crazy night, meeting new people, piercings, tattoos, all kinds of movies, writing, intellectual conversations, learning new things, daydreaming, going out to dinner, taking showers and hot baths, being naked, dancing in my underwear, taking pictures, inside jokes, laughing and smiling, buying shoes like most girls do, Yoga, Guns, Fairy Art, Pedicures, Renaissance Fairs, dressing up nice, camping, Nevada Sunsets
Reading a good book, being around the beach, warm weather, going out with friends, listening to music,
So I've been avoiding coming on here because I feel weak, my every thought has been aout using. I've started smoking pot again, which helps …
So i hung out with my old friend and things proved to be okay, which is a relief. it was kinda weird at first, because i was so used to hooking him …
So things have been ok lately. I've been still thinking of my ex but i guess he has found someone new, someone in rehab, a 'rehab …
Sunday is my birthday. Another year that has flown by, and i have absolutley nothing to show for it. it's sad to me that i was in this position …
Lately I've just been thinking alot of the days when I was using. I mainly think of my ex, and how we were constantly using heroin, or using …
How's life treating ya? Hope things are going ok with your bf...I'm still talking to my ex (yeah I know...not a good thing) and he's being the prick that he always is...but I'm learning to not have expectations. If I don't get my hopes up, I won't be disappointed. I wish I could look at everything that way...but it's not that easy. Well have a great week and I'll talk to you soon! xoxoxo
Good Luck Coming Out! :)
Things are better than they were a couple of weeks ago. What's new with you? :)
hi.....just wanted to drop in & give you a {{{{{{BIG HUG}}}}}} xxxxx
Glad to see the green happy face!!
Heroin addict for almost 2 years, was in a relationship with a heroin addict and we fed off each other. Now I'm recovering from loss of both him and my addiction.
Lately I've been overcome by severe anxiety. Sometimes it's hard to be in public places. I shut myself off from the world and now am trying to get back in it
Attracted to females, as well as males. Sometimes I'm not sure if I'm gay or bi
Rare genetic disorder that affects my bones and muscles called Nail-Patella Syndrome
When I was between the ages 5-7 I was molested by a neighborhood girl. When I was 11, I was diagnosed with a rare genetic disorder and had to go to alot of different dr's, surgeries, etc. When I was 20 I lost a child at 7 1/2 months along, stillborn