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MareLL 
11:48am, July 13, 2009
Well, I've had a few ups and downs recently but for the most part, things are okay. I don't want to jinx this but I'm going to say it anyway; I might actually be happy right now. I mean, things aren't perfect and I have some issues of relative seriousness to work through but I feel good about mostly everything. I don't feel particularly anxious or sad which is a huge thing for me; for so long, I ran on being nervous and depressed.....I just can't do it anymore. It's exhausting!
I'm hoping that this stays around for awhile and I'm trying to hold on to the good thoughts in order to keep up the momentum.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed!
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You are right, it is exhausting. I guess I look at the hard times as an episode in my life but not my entire life. I always try to find three things each night that was good in the day. Once I set my mind to it, I can usually find more. You have to enjoy each day and not get so bogged down in the worry that you miss the good stuff. This is easier said than done, but I find that I can do it about 80% of the time. 80% is a passing grade so... :)
Love and Blessings, Diane
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