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MareLL 
11:48am, July 13, 2009
I don't know what to do. The fatigue and depression is taking its toll big time. I just cancelled another after work activity because after 9 hours, I'm simply exhausted and sooo frustrated. I just want to go to bed. Last night I went to bed at 7pm and didn't get up until the morning except to use the bathroom. My boyfriend was very disappointed because he made a nice dinner and I didn't want to get out of bed to eat anything. So, here I am again....it's only 6:30, I have a fierce headache and I'm already ready for bed. I just cancelled our dinner reservations because i just can't muster the energy to change clothes and head out again.
I know that Marc will be disappointed again; it's not that he doesnt understand, he doesn't understand; how can he? How can anyone?
I hate this -I am soo tired of being tired. I don't know what to do other than what I'm already doing; trying to get enough rest, taking vitamins and the occasional iron supplement. Sometimes I wonder if it's also plain depression and boredom. I just don't know.
This makes me want to hide from everyone because I feel like every time I make plans, I cancel because I'm not up for it, physically.
HELP
