I'm so heartbroken!
May 15, 2009 9:02pm
My husband and I haven't allowed my son Jeff to move back in after the last time he stayed away for about a week and didn't have the courtesy …
Mercede5 
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About Me
Mercede5
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About Me
I'm a mom of two children, my daughter Jessica is almost 20, my son Jeff is 18. I've been married to the same man- Brian for 20 years. I've been diagnosed with BPD, PTSD and Bipolar II. I'm trying to put my life back together after 3 1/2 years of hospitalization after hospitalization. My son is also BPD which makes it very difficult when we are both together. He overdosed this past November 22 and almost died. He's 18 but emotionally acts 12. I've also been diagnosed with fibromyalgia for the last year and a half.
I'm a mom of two children, my daughter Jessica is almost 20, my son Jeff is 18. I've been married to the same man- Brian for 20 years. I've been diagnosed with BPD, PTSD and Bipolar II. I'm trying to put my life back together after 3 1/2 years of hospitalization after hospitalization. My son is also BPD which makes it very difficult when we are both together. He overdosed this past November 22 and almost died. He's 18 but emotionally acts 12. I've also been diagnosed with fibromyalgia for the last
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My son
April 8, 2009 4:53pm
Things are really bad at my house right now. My 18 year old son's girlfriend broke up with him again. He overdosed in November last …
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Jealousy or human nature
April 5, 2009 8:26pm
I'm having a hard time trying to figure out what it is that I'm feeling about the situation below.
My husband is the middle child in his …
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The fun times just keep coming!
March 31, 2009 5:13pm
Last night my son Jeff stopped by to grab a couple sodas & stole a bottle of whiskey from our kitchen while we were right in the other …
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SORRY I DELETED U AS A FRIEND BUT I LIKE MY FRIENDS 2 B A LITTLE MORE ACTIVE THAN U R. HOPE U DON'T MIND! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!
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THANKS FOR THE ADD MY NEW FRIEND!!! HOPE 2 GET 2 KNOW U BETTER. BIG HUGS, CHELLE
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Sorry I haven't kept in touch. How are you doing? Is your job going okay? Love, Judy
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HOPE YOU ENJOY THE DAY! HAVE A SAFE & HAPPY FOURTH!!! GREAT BIG HUGE CELEBRATION HUGS!!!!!
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How have you been doing? Haven't talked to you in a long time. Hope things are well.xo Judy
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am so depressed! I've been in therapy for the past 3 1/2 years. I've had ECT and two rounds of DBT & I still feel like shit! All I want to do all day is sleep. I've been diagnosed with PTSD, Bipolar II and BPD. I can't motivate myself to get out and exercise. I need to lose at least 45 lbs. I hate everything about me.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Effexor Not Working
- Electroconvulsive therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I forgot a lot of details of my life, I did 6 treatments and would have kept doing them but my husband was worried!
- Geodon Not Working
- Didn't help with my depression. Made me a zombie & I gained a lot of weight
- Lexapro Not Working
- Not helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Seroquel Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- It's nice to have people who care about you. Sometimes you don't want people there because they really don't understand what you're going through. My husband thinks I should be able to just snap out of it.
- Trazodone Not Working
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Not Working
Close Eating Disorders
I have a problem with periodic bulimia. When I was a teenager I was bulimic. I used to purge all the time and make myself vomit. I don't purge now but sometimes after eating I get this need to make myself throw up! I can't work through it-it feels like a compulsion...
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Still in tx
Open Personality Disorders
I was diagnosed with BPD about three and a half years ago. I overdosed about four years ago and had had multiple hospitalization to follow. I've been on every kind of medication there is available! Nothing worked. I've had ECT treatments and two rounds of DBT.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- Still in therapy. A work in progress
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused at the age of 5-? by a friend of the family. I blocked this until about four years ago when the flashbacks started I had a breakdown and overdosed.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Still in therapy with a wonderful Therapist!
Open Skin Cancer
About 7 years ago I went to my dermatologists' because of a strange mole on the middle chest area. They removed it and said they'd get in touch when the results came back. I can remember the phone call like it happened yesterday, it was 7:00 in the morning and my husband answered the phone. It was my Dr. he said it was melanoma and we should schedule surgery as soon as possible.
Treatments
- Surgery Working / Worked
Open Families of Prisoners
My son was sent to jail today for 9 days. He has 2 years hanging over his head for good behavior. He also is due back in court March 25 in two different Towns for unrelated charges. I'm not sure if the two years will be pulled foward at the arraignments.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
