mixi's Journal

I joined this group because I was slipping back into my alcoholic ways, thanks to my never-ending pain.

I've actually been sober for only two days.

A few days ago, someone here told me I shouldn't be part of this group, because I'm using alcohol, 'only,' as a means of pain control, that I don't want to get sober.

Sure, I drink to try to find relief from the pain, but I also recognise that drinking as I am is causing problems.

I'd like to find another way to control my pain, but booze offers the quickest way to oblivion.