mixi's Journal

I am so fed up!

Day in, day out, I'm struggling against intense pain.

I don't sleep much, because being in bed is painful.

I struggle to get out of bed each morning.

I can't walk, can't function on any level of day-to-day existence without agony.

I am getting heartily sick of well-meaning do-gooders who tell me that all I need to do is to think positively and my life will improve.

It WON'T!

My condition is, at best, never going to be any better than it is now. At worst - and most likely, according to prognosis - going to degenerate.

Hard to think positively, then!

It's impossible to put into words how awful my pain is.

Suffice it to say that I have to endure it, eating into my life every day, all day.