Journal Entry for November 21, 2009
Its odd that in a time of such stress and anxiety in my life (lately) that I have made such progress on this goal over the past months. But I guess …
I aspire to inspire. I live for others but exist for myself. Im complicated. Im an artist. I never sleep. I read and write a lot. I am trying to keep my head above water these days; and any help I can get with that is very appreciated and welcomed. I am also always here with an open ear.
I aspire to inspire. I live for others but exist for myself. Im complicated. Im an artist. I never sleep. I read and write a lot. I am trying to keep my head above water these days; and any help I can get with that is very appreciated and welcomed. I am also always here with an open ear.
art, ballet, music, movies, parks, pianos, internet scavenging, poetry, quotation, regional accents, reading aloud, writing, body art, socks, people watching, philosophy, sociology, summer sun, superstition, wearing a disguise, zombies :)
art, ballet, music, movies, parks, pianos, internet scavenging, poetry, quotation, regional accents,
scouttt joined the Insomnia support group 8:55pm
I have suffered insomnia for 10+ years. I go through stints in which I can easily survive it, then worse…
scouttt gave flowerinahailstorm a little love 8:45pm
mama! youre always part of my soul…
scouttt wrote a journal entry updating their Live & Breathe Positivity goal 8:43pm
Its odd that in a time of such stress and anxiety in my life (lately) that I have made such progress…
scouttt gave bellydancer093 a hug 8:37pm
I still think thats kinda weird but haha I didnt know you were on this site. Yeah I frequent like 3 of…
Its odd that in a time of such stress and anxiety in my life (lately) that I have made such progress on this goal over the past months. But I guess …
“Fear less, hope more; Eat less, chew more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Love more, and all good things will be yours”
This site is truly amazing. I can do nothing but thank the creaters with a whole heart. I have been members of site's similar to this before, but …
Yeah I know haha. Thank you, this site is really really amazing and helpful.
Haha, sweet! We're now connected on 3 websites! =D.
Just wanted to wish you well :-) Have a great day!!!
i found another beautiful, positive site for us... also, one where you may feel comfortable enough to post your art? take a look around first! love you lots always anxiousart.com
okay! we can make bub make us breakfast in bed!
As a result of trauma to my temple and ear at a young age, I am now half deaf in my left ear. I am working on learning sign language just as a personal goal of mine and am very open to trying ear tubes etc.
Pushing 10 years on this struggle to learn to love myself and tell myself I deserve to be happy. It has nothing to do with food and everything to do with food. Im working on learning to accept myself. But its an every day struggle.
Something that has plagued my life for almost 10 years. I cant seem to shake it.
I have been clean from (visible) SI for around 3 years now but am struggling with keeping that daily. Self Injury is more than what shows on the outside. I also believe my eating disorder adds to my self injury.
My medications have made a severe and positive change in my life with my anxiety.
My strong birth control has made LEAPS of improvement for me but it hurts to be 20 years old and realize you may not have children.
Crohns runs in my family which gives me over a 90% chance of having it. My sister spent almost a year of her life in the hospital as a result of her Crohns and my mother just found out at 53 that she has it. I am showing early signs but none of them painful (thank god).
After 10 years, Im trying to shake the victim role.
My family is crazy, and I only thank God that I didnt turn out as crazy as they are. I thankfully have been adopted into my boyfriends family that accepts and loves me as their own. I am blessed.
I have many stress related health problems and therefore it is important that I manage my stress daily and efficiently. I have been doing well lately.
Diagnosed AADD streaming mostly off of my anxiety and PTSD = failure to focus, not getting enough energy out during the day causing lack of sleep, etc. ADD meds help me GREATLY.
The sudden yet expected loss of my grandmother has greatly effected my life because she is truly the only person in my family/extended family that understood me. We have/had such a connection. And the fact that my last chance to see her was taken from me by people in my family that I detest and that have taken much more from me, still affects me. Also, the sudden loss of over 10 friends in my short lifetime, mostly to suicide, greatly affects me.
Attending the Art Institute of Austin for Graphic Design. I always let school stress me out too much growing up in a private school environment. I have a history of stress related diseases so its not good for me at all.
I have suffered insomnia for 10+ years. I go through stints in which I can easily survive it, then worse stints in which it triggers depression, my ptsd and hits me with a gust of loneliness and insecurity no matter what the circumstances. This fickle reaction keeps me uneasy.