Tired
November 19, 2009 8:38am
I've been so tired.I can't figure out what it is.I'm going on a diet to day to see if its what i'm eating thats causing this …
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moonstruckme
8:25am Thursday
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About Me
moonstruckme
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About Me
Trying to keep it together.my brain feels like its scrambling for controlI ..Chronic dissociating leaves me wondering who I really am.I am depressed and anxious.Being a mom to my best ability is challenging to say the least.my kids are my everything.I want to reach out to others but am too scared most of the time.so i stay alone.Its lonely but safe.My home is my comfort zone.i don't leave it often.I want so hard to think that i can heal from childhood trauma.I want it so bad, but all these years of therapy have me wondering if its possible.I'm working hard on being "me".Tired of trying to be what i think others want me to be.Just want to learn who i am and embrace it.and learn to love myself, just the way I am, imperfections and all.It is what it is, i can;t pretend otherwise.those days are over.I will accept myself and get the most from my life.at least this is what I strive to do.my personal goal
Trying to keep it together.my brain feels like its scrambling for controlI ..Chronic dissociating leaves me wondering who I really am.I am depressed and anxious.Being a mom to my best ability is challenging to say the least.my kids are my everything.I want to reach out to others but am too scared most of the time.so i stay alone.Its lonely but safe.My home is my comfort zone.i don't leave it often.I want so hard to think that i can heal from childhood trauma.I want it so bad, but all these years
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Interests
I like to go on the computer, mostly DS and silly games too.I luv to read and learn information , it makes me feel smart!..i like scarey suspenceful movies.i like people and am interested in their stories .i'm just too shy to try to talk much.i like to be outside as often as possible, in all types of weather.autumn is my favorite season but luv the snow too.I could walk for miles and not get tired of it ever, .Want to exercise more but procrastinate way too much.I recently started doing art therapy to heal from trauma.i never thought I was talented but am suprising myself.i love art, Brings out the kid in me.....
I like to go on the computer, mostly DS and silly games too.I luv to read and learn information , it
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2 journal posts, 1 discussion post, 1 hug received
Thursday
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moonstruckme wrote a journal entry: Tired 8:38am
I've been so tired.I can't figure out what it is.I'm going on a diet to day to see if its…
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moonstruckme updated their status 8:25am
tired and anxious…
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moonstruckme updated their status 8:09am
so very tired and and anxious too…
Tuesday
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moonstruckme updated their status 3:00pm
Fatigue and daily headaches weighing my mood down…
Monday
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moonstruckme updated their status 6:46pm
this heavy fatigue is getting ridiculous and i cant function this damn...…
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today
November 15, 2009 2:18pm
Today has been ok so far which is better than usual.Feeling a fairly good grip on my control stick.My control stick is just something i picture in my …
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another day
November 10, 2009 7:41am
My nerves are in overdrive again.didnt sleep well last nite and feeling panicky this morning.yuck!!Had a bad dizzy spell too.Trying to be …
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so sleepy
November 6, 2009 11:31am
I'm so sleepy,I can hardly keep my eyes open.Binging on cookies right now and feeling nauseas from them.Enough of those.Yuck!Went to therapy this …
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need to relax
November 5, 2009 9:59am
Ugh!! my nerves are bad.I am worried about so many things at once.just trying to relax and survive and be me to my best ability.need some …
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I sure hope you are feeling better friend. You are "tired and anxious", and I am "anxious and tired". And we are still both lost in space!!! Take care, Love Tinder
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Thats ok honey I figured it was something like that .Take care and will catch up soon
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Big LUVS and HUGS to you and remember what is important.
Rainbow
feeling sort of good today
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Ray of Sunshine
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I've had depression my whole life.It seems to be cyclical.comes and goes.but it never gets good ,i just feel ok for awhile.then anxiety hits bad,then depression is bad .My therapist is considering if I'm bi-polar.who knows anymore?
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i see a therapist once a week.I like her alot and she is helpful,but my progress is so slow its hard to see.
Open Eating Disorders
i go through periods of time where I'm dieting and exercising compulsively.I'll get too thin and then i'll go thru a period of time where i'm binging on junk food and gain it all back.Its kind of like yo-yo dieting to an extreme.I have been diagnosed with an eating disorder.Right now i'm currently in the dieting and exercising mood
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I'm talking about it in therapy but it doesn't seem to help
Open Personality Disorders
i have an avoidant personality disorder
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
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I've always had social anxiety and agoraphobia.I tend to stay in the house and not go anywhere unless my kids need me too.I'll push myself to go somewhere for them,but its hard.I feel like i'm different than people and hate being in crowds or large groups of people.Just want to be invisible and don't like attention on me
Open Sexual Abuse
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My stomach is making me miserable.constant gas and burping plus squeezing pressure around my esophagus area.I have had problems in the past when i had to take iron.now the Lexapro is aggravating it again.And I dont want to stop my lexapro.I am miserable.Nexium is not helping.
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