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bigbeagle43 
so, both babies are now at home...but it's more frustrating than ever! only cuz i cannot do alot of stuff that i want to do for them...
and now, the baby is crying and not wanting to eat, and hubby had to run to the airport to pick up his brother, so there's only me and him, and he's still crying...i finally had to push the high chair away from me and not try to feed him anymore as i could feel the anger and frustration getting to me...
not that i would ever do anything to hurt my babies, but i can see how some people lose it...and those are "normal" people with two "normal" legs who can walk and stuff...
i think that's where part of my frustration is coming from...that i cannot just get up and make him more food...i mean, i can, but its tiring ...
well, i guess i'll try to feed him more...wish me luck!
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Aw, Eileen, hang in there, please. . . I totally understand and cam relate with you. Please don't give up; it will get better, eventually, Sweetie. I know you feel very helpless right now, but, with time and practice, things will get better. . .just keep loving those babies is what's most important, and being there for them.
AnnRamS
thanks annie! doing a lot better now...still feel bad sometimes that i cannot do certain things with them, like run...lay down on the floor and play with them...even sit on the floor to play with them...but...i have to remind myself that i am still here and CAN play with them...
thanks again!
bigbeagle43