loveandsmiles99's Journal

I was feeling very sad this weekend, thinking about my baby, and wishing that I was pregnant again.  It all started with my period coming.  Of course, I'm always emotional at that time.  I couldn't stop thinking about my little one all this weekend.  Then, at church this morning, one of my church-friends (jokingly) said, "So when are you having a baby?"  Tears sprang up immediately, and he asked, "Oh, did I hit a sore spot?"  He felt bad, and he spouted some scripture, but of course, that didn't help.  I realized on the way home that it was about this time last year that we conceived.  I think I subliminally knew that, and maybe that's why I've felt crappy.  I want my little one back.