Miss Elaine's Journal

Im not sure where to start. I think I feel again. I had asked never to feel again. Things have been going to great until this. The worst part is that things are stil going well. May we are not official. But if feels so real. In stead of lying in bed thinking about us under the blankets with out our clothes on. I fell asleep softly and peaceful. I end up having a dream about him. All I wanted to to was cuddle up next to him. In my dream I tried to kiss him too. But he didnt let me lol And I know that is because last night i told him that Girls can tell how the whole rest of the road is going to be just by one kiss.

One Kiss.

To tell you goodnight.

One Kiss.

To tell you goodbye.

One Kiss.

To let you know you tried.

One Kiss.

To tell you, I love you.

I think that would be a great start to my sisters reply poem.

I hope youfind the happines your heart searches for.

That great journey we have all benn seeking our whole lives.

You will allways know where to find me.

I know that if we seek deep enough,

Nothing will ever be able to bring us down.

Hmm im not sure if that is part of my sisters poem or if I wrote that for Him. Oh well. It is done.

<3 

You know what is worse? lol

I love him.

Cant say for certain on what grounds.

But.

It is there.