Miss Elaine's Journal

I am so strong in so many things. But on this bridge i am going to fall, and so hard. I hate this so much. Ive gotta go. My chest is tightning and i just want to cry. this is so stupid if Im not able to go to school just because of this, ... You know sometimes i just dont get Gods big picture. I should have been more responsible with all of my information when i filled this stuff out. I just cant get a grip on this. I wish I was more mature. I wish i was more responsable. i wish i was better. i wish i was smarter. i want to do good and help others. and be responsible and make others happy. i hate this so much.