What Hurts the Most
October 27, 2009 4:16am
What hurts the most. Was being so close, and watching you walk away. With so much ive left to say. And never knowing, what could have been. And being …
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Miss Elaine
1:13am, October 18, 2009
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About Me
Miss Elaine
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About Me
I graduated from high school with the class of 07. I decided to join a support group after I found out that there is help in numbers. I hope to make friends and help others, as they help me. I am currently attending Culinary school in Nashville. I once told my younger brother " There are only two types of people in this world 'Those who are nosey' and 'those who care' so be careful for who is whom." Im very optemistic and plan to stay that way through the love of God.
I graduated from high school with the class of 07. I decided to join a support group after I found out that there is help in numbers. I hope to make friends and help others, as they help me. I am currently attending Culinary school in Nashville. I once told my younger brother " There are only two types of people in this world 'Those who are nosey' and 'those who care' so be careful for who is whom." Im very optemistic and plan to stay that way through the love of God.
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Interests
Cooking, living for God, dancing. Lots of things ^_^
Cooking, living for God, dancing. Lots of things ^_^
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Recent Activity
October 27
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Miss Elaine wrote a journal entry: What Hurts the Most 4:16am
What hurts the most. Was being so close, and watching you walk away. With so much ive left to say. And…
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Miss Elaine changed their mood to Horrible 4:15am
August 28
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Miss Elaine turned 21 12:00am
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Journal
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You discust me.
October 1, 2009 2:19am
I just finished watching a few different videos on my STD just trying to figure out what i can and cannot do while i have it. I am going to go back …
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Going Unpunished
September 29, 2009 5:28pm
Im not sure where to start. I think I feel again. I had asked never to feel again. Things have been going to great until this. The worst part is that …
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Rain on My Tuesday
September 15, 2009 5:28am
I have no clue why i am crying. Okay fine i do.
I dont even know why i am trying.
I dont need anyone
i dont need anyone, i keep telling myself.
I am so …
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i've gotta confession to make
September 9, 2009 3:23am
So I feel as if I should tell you something diary lol So I have had my web cam for about 2 or 3 months now right? lol well I just yeah... i just used …
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I’m With You
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whats up! Hope your having a wonderful weekend! God Bless you
Ray of Sunshine
hey u whats new it has been awhile, i have not seen u around for awhile, how goes culinary arts school, cooked up anything goot lately, reading any goot books these days,,, whats new yur way, hugs and smiles, many best.
Little Love
hey whats going on? u wanna talk about it?
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Rainbow
Yes we will!
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
Dont we all fight depression day after day. all in our own way.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- I hated taking medicine. It just made me drowzy and blah. This was one i took.
- Music Working / Worked
- Dancing stretching, and cooking and cleaning are some of my biggest sress relievers.
- Paxil Not Working
- I started taking medicone in January of 2007 I made myself stop that May.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Thats whats made this year different. Not loosing contact with God has helped more than anything.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I used to go see a counselor. But i didnt like her. She talked too much.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Always having someone to talk to is great. Because i cant just call any of my friends up at home at 2 in the morning. lol
- Talking Not Working
- Talking helps out a lot! But i cant talk to just anyone. And not just anyone is available when i need them.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I used to write...all the time. I dont anymore because I already know my thoughts, writing wuld be like copying my thoughts.
Close Eating Disorders
I know that my emotions show through my stomach. And it hurts...me and my weight.Everything from hearing the wrong things to stress. I dont throw up.I want to, but i dont. I just dont eat...sometimes all day.
Open Family Issues
I love my family more than life itself. But its never, ever been functional. We are so many different people under one roof. Makes it difficult to get along.
Treatments
- Family Therapy Not Working
- Nothing in this world can pull my family together. Not even the preacher at my church, who has tried.
Open Teen Sexuality
Type: Birth ControlYou do stupid things through youth. ::sigh:: What id give to have it back. My addiction for attention doesnt help in the least. I make a new minstake everyday.
Open Insomnia
I hate sleeping. Its a waste of time. I never seem to get enough of it when I do. And I wake up so droggy and cranky.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Silence... scares me Noise... keeps me awake. No happy medium. ::sigh::
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I used to stretch before i went to bed. It helps sometimes.
Open Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female
Type: Genital HerpesNever sleep with anyone you do not choose to. Now matter how much they push and agrivate you.
