I am a spiritual healer and mentor, minister and massage therapist. In 2001, I went through a severe depression because of a break-up and miscarriage, then I went to a spiritual retreat with Neale Donald Walsch and came back in a state of absolute bliss, having cleared and forgiven my entire life and found oneness with God. My family didn't understand, like most people, how someone could be in joy for no reason, thought I was manic and put me in a mental hospital. I went along happily, understanding that I was there to serve God, and I did. I stayed for 9 days, my first hospitalization, and was put on meds. I weaned myself off of them over the course of a year, with doctor's supervision, and I was told that if I had another "episode" I would have to stay on meds for the rest of my life. I was studying "A Course in Miracles" at the time and trying to attain that joy, however. So I did. My family hospitalized me again, for 14 days this time and back on meds I went, this time supposedly forever. But I have never accepted this label, bipolar. I have come off of meds again with doctor's supervision, staying at a "placebo" level for a year before coming off completely last summer. If I were going to have another "episode" it would have happened long ago -- I now choose the moments when I experience bliss -- when I do healing work, when I enjoy spiritual music, when I speak Truth. Recently my latest doctor agreed that there was never anything wrong with me, that I had had a spiritual awakening, and closed my case. I am here to see if there are others who are now being mistreated as I was, who need my help. I suspect that the label bipolar is simply the secular, medical term for a natural spiritual progression, however, I do not advocate going off of meds without supervision and spiritual support at any time, and I realize my experience may be entirely different. My spiritual transformation left me with the ability to channel healing energy from Christ. I have had many clients who have had instantaneous healing since then. Please don't scoff without giving me a chance; you don't have to take my word for it, I have testimonials on my website. Take the time to just ask, and you shall receive. The Truth will set you free..
I am a spiritual healer and mentor, minister and massage therapist. In 2001, I went through a severe depression because of a break-up and miscarriage, then I went to a spiritual retreat with Neale Donald Walsch and came back in a state of absolute bliss, having cleared and forgiven my entire life and found oneness with God. My family didn't understand, like most people, how someone could be in joy for no reason, thought I was manic and put me in a mental hospital. I went along happily, understanding
meditation and prayer, biking to the beach to watch the sunrise, walking on the beach with my friends, swimming, listening to Christian Rock music and dancing, running Shineshops and Workout with Wings, facilitating healing and studying other holistic modalities of healing.
meditation and prayer, biking to the beach to watch the sunrise, walking on the beach with my friends,
October 24, 2009 10:53am
I'm accepting that I won't be able to do rides on my bicycle, but I can still travel with my sweet little Honda Civic …
August 27, 2009 1:14pm
I came here to help people, but I wasn't allowed to speak. I took a lot of pain away, but it didn't make any …
June 4, 2009 7:03pm
Well, I think I'm done, here. I just wanted to offer support, but nobody wants to hear a success story when they've bought …
May 24, 2009 7:47am
still hanging in there my left side just keeps pulling more imglad tony didnt leave us yet
Hey..Hi there...I haven't been on in a few months and decided to look you up...I was very glad that you were still on ds. I read your last journal and I hope you are feeling better now. My husband and I have spilt up. I am now living in a new town but it's ok...in fact it's great sometimes. My faith is growing at the moment by leaps and bounds...I am truly blessed. I just thought I would say that to you because when I first met you I was searching. I wish you peace and understanding on your spiritual journey. Much love to you.
A friend will be there for you when things are good...but a TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad...and just when it feels like you will never smile again...they can put a smile on your face with just a hug! Teresa
Keep right on processing. I'm sure you will clear the stuff soon.
I don't want to talk about the meds. I want off them. However I'm taking them. I missed them for 2 days over the weekend when we went to Mystic Seaport and I was fine without them. That gives me hope that I no longer need them. But as I said, I'm taking them again.
It's really good to hear from you. How've you been? You've been sorely missed.
Hugs and hoping you haven't left DS.
Peace and Blessings Love LaVivre
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My husband's computer game addiction was a major reason for our divorce, but I am vulnerable to it also. I want to help and have been going on WoW to help people there, but it's a slippery slope.
I was diagnosed bipolar with psychosis back in 2001, then schizoaffective disorder. Now I am off all meds and the doctor agrees with me that there was nothing wrong with me - I had a genuine spiritual transformation. I suspect that bipolar may be the label that the medical society puts on a natural spiritual progression which only becomes a crisis if mishandled. I DO NOT advocate going off of meds once a person has been put on them without careful supervision and a lot of spiritual support.
I am transitioning out of massage therapy into pure spiritual healing. I am looking for someone to handle booking and sales -- I can't handle dealing with money, it lowers my energy, but I need to sustain this body, after all... Any applicants?
