MissMagic's Journal

I really love my husband. He's incredible. I am the luckiest woman in history. Not only does he provide for all of us extremely well, we live very comfortably, he makes sure I'm well taken care of not only with a nice home, a new car, pretty much whatever I want, even 5 horses in my backyard, with all the trimmings, but he's amazing in the bedroom. He's right now in Europe with our oldest son for a week for son's senior trip. He deserves every bit of it. I hope they have a great time of bonding and sightseeing and learning. But every time my spousal unit leaves, I feel so much depression till he returns. A great sadness, tearfulness and emptiness comes over me. I shudder to think of life w/o him, such as a widow. Ouch! Perish the thought.