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redhead09 
10:24pm, June 7, 2009
I'm having a hard time right now. My husband is in jail and looking at some time. But first he has to go to a state hospitol. The judge says he is unfit to stand trial because he is by-polar with scezofrenic tendencies.This is so hard for me because I uprooted my life in Texas to move here and be with him. Things are hard because I live with my mother-in-law and everything here reminds me of him. I miss him so much, I go see him every sunday and I wish I could just bring him home with me. On the way home I cry my eyes out and it takes me days to pull it back together. It's so frustrating because we are at the mercy of the court system. Plus I have this fear of state hospitols, because of rumors I have heard. I'm so affraid that he will only get worse!!! I sometimes feel like giving up and I know that I can't because if I do that then I can't help him. I only pray things get better...
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I am sorry you are going through a tough time. Don't listen to the rumors too much. The scary but true thing is that you don't know what these hospitals are like. It could, however, turn out to be okay! He might be able to actually get real help and the treatment that he needs. That does not make it any easier for you being away from him , though, I understand as I miss Jake very much. S
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