Journal Entry for May 19, 2009
May 19, 2009 4:45pm
to go and see a councler, its somthink i find very very difficult to do iv had depression far to long now,and im finally going to get …
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debsybell
6:36pm, May 29, 2009
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About Me
debsybell
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About Me
i am 44 years of age and i have had depression for 20 years i am on 4 prozac a day, though they help to a certain degree as they stop the fear side of things it does not stop the depression, iv never talked about things like this ever, i find it hard to open up then i saw daily strength so i thought i would give it a go, i have two daughters and one grand daughter my partner is in hospital with cancer, my mum is ill and also my dad i find it so hard to cope in life, i hate it to the max im a self harmer, and am suicidle.
i am 44 years of age and i have had depression for 20 years i am on 4 prozac a day, though they help to a certain degree as they stop the fear side of things it does not stop the depression, iv never talked about things like this ever, i find it hard to open up then i saw daily strength so i thought i would give it a go, i have two daughters and one grand daughter my partner is in hospital with cancer, my mum is ill and also my dad i find it so hard to cope in life, i hate it to the max im a self
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i like to wright poetry, and songs when im well i like get togethers and getting drunk, pure burn outs love all comedies, especialy royal family, gimi gimi, two pints of lager, russ abbot, shameless, peter kay, and loads of others.the one thing in life i would do if i was well, would be an auguny aunt to help people with there problems, all types of problems not just depression. i also like boxing id of loved to of trained kids but all through my life i have suffered with depression.
i like to wright poetry, and songs when im well i like get togethers and getting drunk, pure burn outs
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April 15, 2009 12:26pm
IT WAS IN THE YEAR OF 1987 IN JULY, I WILL NEVER FORGET BECAUSE IT WAS A LOVELY HOT SUMMERS DAY,AND IT WAS A SATURDAY MORNING,I MY MUM AND MY …
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depression
March 8, 2009 11:38am
hi its debbie,i feel like shit,my partner dying of cancer,the results are tomoz, i lost my lovely unc last year to cancer,3 weeks ago i lost my other …
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Lean on your Lord, everytime you need to, He will never fail you or forsake you.
Prayer is always heard and answered in His way, maybe not the way we are looking, but He knows the right way long before us, Be gentle to yourself. Were only human.-
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Hope you decided on some treatment and it is helping you. Sometimes we cant do it by ourselves.
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Look after yourself, dont ever think your not worth it, cause you are. So treat yourself to something nice, even if its just a simple thing.
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Can understand what depression can do from my other half here, it is not easy. I call it a dark whisper. It isnt easy, try and listen to the birds, smell the roses and the rain before it comes, small things, but they are lovely and soothing. I find little things like that sometimes help him. Give yourself a little treat, you are worth it, believe that.
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hi my name is debbie and i have had depression for 20 years i am on prozac i was on 3 a day but my depression got worse so my doctor put me on 4 prozac a day now she is saying she never put me on 4 as that would halm me but she did prescribe me 4 a day
Treatments
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- the prozac i take help with fear anxiety panick attacks but dont help my depression, my depression is severe and has been since year 2000
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- only ever went to a councler once it was horrible
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- i have carers who are my world but the depression wont lift, with out them i would cut my self and go even worser
- Risperdal Not Working
- i have been prescribed these tablets for a long time but i hate them and wont take them they mongify me theymake me sleep 247
