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just lost my dad to pancreatic cancer then my mom to breast cancer 17 weeks later on January 20th, 2009 I am 48 and I am a dialysis nurse currently on LOA. Know that life as I have known it is over forever. "and ever has it been that love knows not it's own depth until the hour of separation" Gibran.
just lost my dad to pancreatic cancer then my mom to breast cancer 17 weeks later on January 20th, 2009 I am 48 and I am a dialysis nurse currently on LOA. Know that life as I have known it is over forever. "and ever has it been that love knows not it's own depth until the hour of separation" Gibran.
golf. deep discussion.. study on afterlife... listening to eckart tolle. working out. {not lately} cooking. music. I play piano. Neuroscience.
golf. deep discussion.. study on afterlife... listening to eckart tolle. working out. {not lately} cooking.
Hi dear Teri ~ I know completely what you're saying Teri. When my husband died, I couldn't get my mind around it ~ there was no 'complete comprehension.' Something was missing and I didn't know what. I would have a moment of clarity one minute and the next it would be gone. This seemed to go on for months and months ~ maybe even a year or more, I can't remember. I DO know that the first year was all a 'blur.' I just "functioned" but it was almost like being in a blackout ~ you have your eyes open and you're doing things normally, but you have no idea you're doing them and you cannot remember you've done them! Freaky. That was my first year. I cannot imagine what you must be going thru. I lost my parents MANY years apart, and I'm so grateful for that, as I could not have handled it like yours. One at a time is devastating! You have my deepest sympathies and if I can help in any way, please let me know. I'm here to listen ANY TIME! I've lost a LOT of family members, so feel free. God bless Teri, and you're in my prayers. Hugs, Lee
Hang in there - we will make the best of this or at least try to - you are not alone XO :)
Hi. I saw your post on Leall's page and I had to give you a hug. I lost my dad when I was 10 and I know it is very difficult to lose someone who is a very essence of your being. I want you to know that if you ever need to talk, you can contact me. I know I am young and not as wise, but I have a listening ear and an open heart for you whenever you need.
Bless your heart, you're too kind. I hope that YOU are feeling better. How are you, anyway? Are things going ANY better for you at all? I realize that it's still early for you ~ maybe I was hoping for an epiphany. lol. I SO hate to see people suffering ~ I know what I went thru when I lost my husband, and I don't want to see anyone else have to go thru that. But it sounds like you have SOME support in your girlfriend ~ that's good. Of course that doesn't solve everything, but it's a small help. God bless, and thank you. Hugs, Lee
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Lost both parents within the last four months from cancer.