Fonzy09's Journal

Soon as I walked in the house he came to me and tears were streaming down his face. I immediately knew his mother must of past away. I was prepared for her passing. But to my shock it was his sister. She's just 2 years younger than me. How did this happen. She apparently died from an overdose of prescribed medication. She had an addiction to prescription medication for years. I guess it caught up with her. She would try but was never free of them. He sat at the table and looked blankly across at me and said....she fought demons all her life. I guess she couldn't fight them no longer. ~~~~~~~I can't remember what I was going to do this evening. Now I can't even remember what was my problem that was bothering me earlier today. Somehow all that seemed to disappear. ~~~~~~~I called the family and told them the news and they sent their love and support to him. ~~~~~~~~~She lived a thousand miles away. We don't have money to make the trip. ~~~~~~~~The family really needs him to come but we don't have the money for the trip.~~~~~~~~~It's all a haze, a blur.  ~~~~~~I just hate this makes him so sad. I hurt seeing him hurt.~~~~~~~Surely they will call now and say it was a big joke. ~~~~~~~They are sending the body for an autopsy.~~~~~~Do they suspect someone killed her?~~~~~~~~~~He's laying down resting now. I seen him rub his chest earlier. Is he gona be ok?~~~~~I remember in the bible a story about a man that was worried about life when he should of been thinking about his own death...........in Luke 12........Jesus was talking to his disciples and ......16And he told them this parable: "The ground of a certain rich man produced a good crop. 17He thought to himself, 'What shall I do? I have no place to store my crops.'

 18"Then he said, 'This is what I'll do. I will tear down my barns and build bigger ones, and there I will store all my grain and my goods. 19And I'll say to myself, "You have plenty of good things laid up for many years. Take life easy; eat, drink and be merry." '

 20"But God said to him, 'You fool! This very night your life will be demanded from you. Then who will get what you have prepared for yourself?'

 21"This is how it will be with anyone who stores up things for himself but is not rich toward God.".......This very night your life will be demanded from you and then we face eternity. We never know when our end will come. I hope she was ready to meet her Maker.