Lonely
November 22, 2009 6:50pm
I have no one to talk to about my feeling. I want to cry right now. I have friends but no one wants to listen to me. I guess I will just hurt my …
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MonaP
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About Me
MonaP
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About Me
I have 2 Associate's degrees in CIS and Office Administration and a Bachelor's degrees in Computer Information Systems. I have been stress for a long time with school, family, and friends. It is hard for me to say the word "no". I try to please everyone but I see now I can't do it. I have OCD and depression. It is hard for me to focus on school because of my condition but I hope I can overcome it. I'm currently taking Prozac, Clonazepam, and Abilify.
I have 2 Associate's degrees in CIS and Office Administration and a Bachelor's degrees in Computer Information Systems. I have been stress for a long time with school, family, and friends. It is hard for me to say the word "no". I try to please everyone but I see now I can't do it. I have OCD and depression. It is hard for me to focus on school because of my condition but I hope I can overcome it. I'm currently taking Prozac, Clonazepam, and Abilify.
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Interests
I like to dance, surf the web, listen to music, reading, and traveling.
I like to dance, surf the web, listen to music, reading, and traveling.
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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3 discussion posts, 2 hugs received, 2 journal posts
Yesterday
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MonaP updated their status 9:08pm
I'm very sad and hurting myself.…
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MonaP updated their status 8:29pm
I'm very sad and hurting myself.…
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MonaP wrote a journal entry: Lonely 6:50pm
I have no one to talk to about my feeling. I want to cry right now. I have friends but no one wants to…
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MonaP wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: I Need Help! 5:38pm
I'm very depressed. I can't seem to stop hurting myself now. I will get a pen top and stick my wrist…
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MonaP wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: Hello Everyone 5:07pm
I would make my wrist red and swollen with a pen top. I do that to make the pain go away emotionally.…
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Journal
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I Need Help!
November 20, 2009 5:11pm
Dear DiaryI'm so lonely. I don't have anybody to talk to. I'm in so much pain that no one understands me not even my family, I hate the …
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Depress
August 24, 2009 10:40am
I am so depress that I would rather just give up on life. I feel as if no one doesn't care about me. I am worthless, helpless, and useless. My …
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Too Depress
July 22, 2009 2:26am
I can't deal with this anymore. I woud rather be someone else than to deal with this moods swing. I have no one to talk to about my problems. I …
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Hugbook
Get Well Soon!
Hugs
Hug
hi mona...
i read your post in the depression column,
i'm affraid that i don't have prayers or gods or anything like that to offer. i just don't want you to hurt yourself. please!
Funny Face
Something silly to brighten your day, hehe. I'm sorry I haven't been in touch, hon. I will pray that you find peace and joy in the Lord, soon. God bless you. hugssss :)
Hug
Should we start tickling your feet or the ribs first. Keeping you in my prayers so hang in there!!
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I’m With You
Sorry your not feeling good, if I could I'd tickle you to make you laugh!!
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Well I went to mental health center because I was very obsessed about my health after my grandfather passed away in 07. I used to spend money like it was candy. At first the center diagnose me with OCD then said I have depression, and after I was taking Lexapro, I started to have manic and depressive phases all of the time. I am going to be taking Abilify very soon so hopefully that will help.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- I am just starting to go to group therapy. Right now it is a little helpful.
- Lexapro Not Working
- It didnt work for me and I am taking 20 mg. I still get depress and manic phases frequently if I take it alone.
- Clonazepam Somewhat Helpful
- This help me relax and get some sleep at night. I take only .25 mg because I couldnt handle .5 mg. It eases my manic phase better. I have to take it with Lexapro because Lexapro started my manic phase.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionWell my therapist diagnosed me as anxiety, OCD, depression, Panic disorder, and bipolar disorder. I don't know what to do right now.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Never works for me.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- My therapist helps me sometimes.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- They are helpful but something is missing.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It is okay. It helps me to open up my feeling at times.
- Clonazepam Somewhat Helpful
- It helps me to calm my nerve and go to sleep.
Open Self-Injury
I really don't know what I am because I have many symptoms. At first they diagnose me as OCD, then depression, and then bipolar disorder. I always stick my finger or the top of an ink pen deep down on the wrist. It would be bruised and scars. I do it everyday.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I am still doing the same thing.
- Talking Not Working
- Still doing the same thing.
- Lexapro Not Working
- I still get depressed to hurt myself.
- Clonazepam Not Working
- I am still hurting myself.
Open Anxiety
Well I have anxiety problems for a long time ever since my first year in college in "02" It got worse when my grandfather passed away in "07". I worry about everything 24/7. Hopefully this group can help me.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes it help depending on the situation.
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- It is okay at times.
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- It helps me to sleeps and relax a little.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- It helps with the stomach pain (depepysia) I have when I worry but that is about it.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- It helps at time just for a moment.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Always thinking negative.
Open College Stress
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Sleep Working / Worked
- it works at times.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- $100
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