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Hi everyone, My name is Rebekah and I am a sexual abuse survivor. I am now going through the pain of accused abuse …
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rendeverance 
7:34am, April 3, 2009
Ok...
Well kinda drunk... yes, intoxicated as of now... in a strangely enlightening mood mabie...
Suprisingly, er, upbeat and sorta happy... short lived tho it may be... happy my hope, for the feeling, to outlast my current condition :-)
Still...
Its a JOURNAL... so here is the entry... sorry if it makes no sence... I have had 5 hours and 8 minutes sleep in... err... 94 hours OH YEAH! GET SOME! HAHA
INSOMMNIA... CURSE OF THE ACCURSED... lol... If I dont have enough time - I suffer... then, as if to punish me, I am given too much time... and without rest... I manage even less then when I had too little time!
BE CAREFUL WHAT ONE WISHES FOR! lol
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