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rendeverance 
7:34am, April 3, 2009
Ok...
Well kinda drunk... yes, intoxicated as of now... in a strangely enlightening mood mabie...
Suprisingly, er, upbeat and sorta happy... short lived tho it may be... happy my hope, for the feeling, to outlast my current condition :-)
Still...
Its a JOURNAL... so here is the entry... sorry if it makes no sence... I have had 5 hours and 8 minutes sleep in... err... 94 hours OH YEAH! GET SOME! HAHA
INSOMMNIA... CURSE OF THE ACCURSED... lol... If I dont have enough time - I suffer... then, as if to punish me, I am given too much time... and without rest... I manage even less then when I had too little time!
BE CAREFUL WHAT ONE WISHES FOR! lol
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Why, I wonder...
Most that I recieve in this life is and may be bad or wrong... I learn to accept it....
However...
WHY, WHY is it that, whenever, however that I get or recieve something good... It is ALWAYS most swiftly taken from me. Ripped from my heart which is all soo fragile and upon thy sleeve?
WHY?
My prayers, my thoughts, my feelings... you have them!
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thank you
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i promise it won't turn out badly
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:-) ThankYOU :-)
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Finally crashed after 101 hours of being awake!!! A new record (albeit with those 5 hours of 'sorta'sleep that was broken up across the 101 hours)
Why oh why does no technique ive read and can do work? Or no perscribed drug from the doc?
Why does it take 16 hour binge of drinking and finally some, (well sorta SOME) codeine to get me to sleep?
rendeverance