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LillyLaSombra 
1:24pm, August 6, 2009
Happy anneversary to me...today nine years ago I married the cruelest man I ever knew, and today he is causing more pain than ever, even though we have been divorced for over 7 years. I didn't sleep at all last night and now I have to face the fact that my mom is NOT on my side like she said... just lying to be a spy or something....or just trying to play both sides of the fence...I should have known it was too good to be true her sudden interest in me and my children. I wanted to hurt myself so badly last night, and I still do a little. If don't get some sleep soon I'm gonna lose it.
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Oh Lilly, my heart aches for you but I am so proud of you for finding the strength not to punish yourself any more than you are. I know this has all got to be very emotionally crippling, please try to work through it one step at a time. Let your husband support you and open up to him.....Hugs
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Sweets, Fuck your mom and your EX! U r a strong independant woman and u will not let those 2 run u down or make u feel miserable. Now that u know the game they are playing, dont contact them at all and dont answer their calls. If ur ex wants to contact u make him do it thru his lawyer! Love ya sweets and i'm praying for u to have peace of mind and I know that u will win your case. I'm always here and if u need to get ahold of me directly u can email. my email is Rac87el@yahoo.com. Have a very blessed holiday and enjoy it will your babies! Big hugs!
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