LillyLaSombra's Journal

Yesterday I woke up with a terrible migraine, and was throwing up. So much for getting better when I thought I was. My husand is very upset because he knows I got sicker again because of that phone call when my grandfather cussed me out.

I felt horrible yesterday. But thankgoodness today its finally over. My husband told his boss about days off he needs now to watch the kids while I go to my appointments and stuff, and I guess he's decided that if he fires him for taking care of his family, then he doesn't need that job.

To explain a little more about my grandparent's situation, they have been let down by me ever since I divorced my ex who was very abusive. He ended up continueing to abuse my son during visitations, and when my son was old enough to talk, he told people about it, and the courts ordered no visiations at all now. They refuse to believe any of it and took my son behind my back to see his father and lied to me over and over about it. They talk about killing my other children (my grandfather did when he cussed me out) and said, "To hell with them" and other terrible things. I have long suspected dementia in both my grandparents, and the conversation with my grandfather made it clear to me they have really lost it. Half of his cut-down and curses I couldn't even understand and didn't make any sense. I am now pretty much disowned by them now. Oh well. So I won't get anything out of the will.. I didn't want thier china anyway... I just wanted thier love. I wanted them to take MY side.