Journal Entry for December 6, 2006
December 6, 2006 8:11pm
I feel depressed and hopeless today, like nothing really matters anymore. I cut myself again. i don't want to stop cutting. IT makes everything go …
angel of sorrow
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angel of sorrow
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About Me
I am severly depressed, I have anxeity disorders, and other mood disorders who is addicted to cutting and wants to stop and find inner peace within her distorted soul I am an artist.
I am severly depressed, I have anxeity disorders, and other mood disorders who is addicted to cutting and wants to stop and find inner peace within her distorted soul I am an artist.
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art van gogh,
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Journal Entry for December 5, 2006
December 5, 2006 6:49pm
I'm in a bad mood today because I have so many things due at school. My grandfather is in the hospital, and I am really close to him. Just little …
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Journal Entry for December 1, 2006
December 1, 2006 6:08pm
Last night was one of the worst nights I have had in a while. I had a knife to my neck and was threatening to slit my throat, the police came, and …
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Journal Entry for December 1, 2006
December 1, 2006 5:08pm
Last night was one of the worst nights I have had in a while. I had a knife to my neck and was threatening to slit my throat, the police came, and …
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Journal Entry for November 30, 2006
November 30, 2006 7:20pm
I feel so numb and dead inside. IT's as if I'm fighting an inner war with myself, and somehow I keep losing. A few days a ago I started cutting …
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Hi Angel, I came to this website hoping to find others like me, and I'm glad I did. Your journal is sad and scary - you're so young, I really hope you can find the help that you need and deserve. I've battled with severe depression for about 10 years now, starting at age 14. I've gone through a lot in my life, and it doesn't seem like anyone cares or even cares to understand. Anyhow, I just wanted to send a message of hope (this coming from HopelessInFL. LOL) I think things can and will get better, with treatment and time. I hope you stay safe and find contentment in your life. If you ever need a friend, feel free to write! Holly stoneygirlfl@aol.com
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dear angel... i read your discussion post and journal entry...just want you to know that i know what is like to have severe depression & anxiety (mania too) and it also brings low self-esteem...please try and remember that YOU ARE A SPECIAL, UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL WHO HAS A GREAT PURPOSE in this world...you may not know what your purpose is...but it doesn't matter what size it is, your purpose and YOU are significant! i hope somehow i have helped...take good care of YOU, ok?!!! i pray you will find the peace we all need... love... dolores...a friend here
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I will send you that site info. And cheer up!!
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I hope you are lifted out of this mood soon.
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Just for you. I hope you are doing okay.
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Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am a severly depressed person, who suffers from stress induced seizures, I suffer from flashback of past abuse, and I feel alone and unwanted in this world
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I Was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend, he would force me to do things at knife point, he would corner me, and grab me by my arm if I tried to escape, he would force me to touch him in a moving car so I couldn't get out, he almost raped me also. He leaves me with shattered trust and low self-esteem. I feel dirty and shameful because of what he did to me.
Open Sexual Abuse
I Was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend, he would force me to do things at knife point, he would corner me, and grab me by my arm if I tried to escape, he would force me to touch him in a moving car so I couldn't get out, he almost raped me also. He leaves me with shattered trust and low self-esteem. I feel dirty and shameful because of what he did to me.
Open Sexual Abuse
I Was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend, he would force me to do things at knife point, he would corner me, and grab me by my arm if I tried to escape, he would force me to touch him in a moving car so I couldn't get out, he almost raped me also. He leaves me with shattered trust and low self-esteem. I feel dirty and shameful because of what he did to me.
Open Sexual Abuse
I Was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend, he would force me to do things at knife point, he would corner me, and grab me by my arm if I tried to escape, he would force me to touch him in a moving car so I couldn't get out, he almost raped me also. He leaves me with shattered trust and low self-esteem. I feel dirty and shameful because of what he did to me.
Open Sexual Abuse
I Was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend, he would force me to do things at knife point, he would corner me, and grab me by my arm if I tried to escape, he would force me to touch him in a moving car so I couldn't get out, he almost raped me also. He leaves me with shattered trust and low self-esteem. I feel dirty and shameful because of what he did to me.
Open Sexual Abuse
I Was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend, he would force me to do things at knife point, he would corner me, and grab me by my arm if I tried to escape, he would force me to touch him in a moving car so I couldn't get out, he almost raped me also. He leaves me with shattered trust and low self-esteem. I feel dirty and shameful because of what he did to me.
