Journal

This is the hardest thing thing i have to do. I worked the first 35 yrs of my life. I was a very indenpent woman. Paid all the bills to  care of 2 children and a husband. I had to go on disability in 2-28-02 finally got my social security after 3 yrs and a fight with them. I lost my home my medicial bills was growing. Did I mention thaT I was indenpent. Now that I'm having seziures I can't drive. Seemed like the end of the world when my doctor told me that. Now I have to depend on my children and husband. He takes good care of me. But I have never been denpent on anyone. Now just to go to the grocery store our kaiser to get my meds. I just hate it.I won't to be like myself before my surgery.

thanks for letting me vent