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debbyNY 
oh my gosh its snowing again i hate hate hate it i cant drive or even walk in it i hate the north east if anything is to come about with my lawsuit i am out of here. ok enough of that today i am going to try to start my christmas deep cleaning i love to bring in the new year with everything just perfect and i always bring it in sober as i count on gods blessing and how can i ask for a better year drunk? so i have a sip of champagne after 12 but not before that is my own personal tradition 
i will start baking this week i am making cookie baskets and biscotti for family members i love to cook just my body doesnt cooperate i used to be able to be in that kitchen for hours and hours no problem now it hurts to think about it, but i am not ready to just give up yet its so much a part of me it hurts my heart to let it go. so i will do what i can in spurts and try not to be so hard on myself play christmas music and be merry!!!!!!
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deb, i KNOW ITS BEEN AwHILE THAT iVE CHATTEd , BUT IV'E BEEN TO ILL , BEEN IN BEDREST FOR TWO WKS AND THE Y WANT ME AT LEAST 2 MORE, SO NO CRISTMAS FOR US, i CAN'T TAKe NO CHANCES OF FALLIN NOW.I had bilateral facet nerve blocks(10)total, and beginning of Jan Im having 5 more facet blocks, and 5 nerve ends burned, to see if it bring down pain level, Im not holding my breath just taking a chance, I have severe edema in both legs and feet, have to stay off feet and keep them up, doc changed some meds and gave me 2 new ones.So whata are u gona do?Well my pills r starting to knock me out. I hope you have a good Chrismas holidays. God Bess Stay well chat when Iam having better days.
MarynL