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oh my gosh its snowing again i hate hate hate it i cant drive or even walk in it i hate the north east if anything is to come about with my lawsuit i am out of here. ok enough of that today i am going to try to start my christmas deep cleaning i love to bring in the new year with everything just perfect and i always bring it in sober as i count on gods blessing and how can i ask for a better year drunk? so i have a sip of champagne after 12 but not before that is my own personal tradition 
i will start baking this week i am making cookie baskets and biscotti for family members i love to cook just my body doesnt cooperate i used to be able to be in that kitchen for hours and hours no problem now it hurts to think about it, but i am not ready to just give up yet its so much a part of me it hurts my heart to let it go. so i will do what i can in spurts and try not to be so hard on myself play christmas music and be merry!!!!!!
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its been a long while too long and here we are in december almost christmas things are not well and i am trying to hang in here right now we are in a huge snow storm and so far eight inches of snow has fallen i just got out of the hospital i have a gallstone the size of a golfball needless to say so painful and the surgery is scheduled for january 14th but i dont think i will make it that long without having to go through it the old school style where they open you up all the way across i am in whats called the cooling off period trying to avoid this type of surgery. i have a new set of drs that are wonderful and a pain management dr that actually writed scripts cant believe i. well thats it for now i am in pain and need to lay down oh i will be having the new disc replacement surgery for my neck in the spring and at this stage of the game i am no longer scared just hoping for relief
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golly, so sorry you are feeling so badly. I don't understand why they are waiting until Jan 14 to remove the stone, so you can have some relief. Have a Merry Christams, and I hope you get some relief real soon. hugs sandy
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Good luck on everything,Iv"e be going thru helll too.Just got back from seeing 2 doctors and I have to set up for more procedures on my back soon, just had 10 facet nerve blocks, and now im going to have 4 more nerve blocks and 5 facet nerves burned off , goodbye christmas.I hope you get wel hun. Have a Merry Christmas and a Hoildays. Mary
November already cant believe it, my son is so sick with strep throat and i am sure i am next we have been in and out of the emergency room for the past three days he has a strain that is resistant to antibiotics very scary i started to think it was mersa but its not thank god.
my pain is out of control and i cant stand it crying alot too much and dont feel like doing anything i am very edgy and get mad at any and everything so i need to calm down i have been under alot of stress lately and i know thats why but it is rare that i get this way tomorrow i go for the blood work for the spot they found on my liver and i am so scared i know my world is about to be turned upside down imagine after finally winning the battle with the damn lortab i am sure it will be the first thing to go .
its cold and dreery today on top of everything else and i hate it havent slept well in about four days so that makes me crazy have so much pain now i am starting to have this deep deep pain in my left knee at night it is bone pain but so sharp and it only happens at night dont know what it is i will make an appt with the ortho soon
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sosorry you have had a few terrible day! Here is hoping thigs get better for you real soon hugs sandy
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little behind in your journals, seems I have missed quite a bit. Spot on your liver? battle with lartab? I hope you are ok.
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deb, i KNOW ITS BEEN AwHILE THAT iVE CHATTEd , BUT IV'E BEEN TO ILL , BEEN IN BEDREST FOR TWO WKS AND THE Y WANT ME AT LEAST 2 MORE, SO NO CRISTMAS FOR US, i CAN'T TAKe NO CHANCES OF FALLIN NOW.I had bilateral facet nerve blocks(10)total, and beginning of Jan Im having 5 more facet blocks, and 5 nerve ends burned, to see if it bring down pain level, Im not holding my breath just taking a chance, I have severe edema in both legs and feet, have to stay off feet and keep them up, doc changed some meds and gave me 2 new ones.So whata are u gona do?Well my pills r starting to knock me out. I hope you have a good Chrismas holidays. God Bess Stay well chat when Iam having better days.
MarynL