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sugar09 
11:27am Wednesday
Anyway, I was also going to say that my medicine is finally leveling off to where I feel pretty normal. I am nervous about the job, but I see my therapist tomorrow, and she will say, "one day at a time. " They did not call today, but it hasn't even been a week yet ! I am so silly with worry. It is silly, waste of time worry. I have made up my mind that I have not made any decisions yet, if they want me they will have to work a little for me... not in a bad way - just make it correctly. No candy coating either. DONE WITH THAT SUBJECT.
I don't know what to do about my painting. In one way, I want to just not even finish it. On the other hand, I am almost done. Here is another no-brainer. Finish what you started... it will look so good, plus did I mention the sense of accomplishment. Everyone is waiting to see it, and I have not finished it . It is the hardest one that I have done... I will do my best to get it done. It just depends if anything happens to make me more down. Down is not a word in my vocabulary, but it does describe some of the feelings I have been having.
I am really glad that I have therapy tomorrow. I already have stuff written down...
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I'm glad to hear your medication is starting to work out normally. I'm glad you get to enjoy therapy too! ^^
You definitely will need to finish painting, Edie! you will love the finished job! I know it. Just keep up as positive a mood as you can!
DeaDellaLuna
I know you'll feel awesome when you finish the painting! Even if you do just a tiny little bit each day, until it's done. (It should be fun, instead of a chore, though.) YOU CAN DO IT!! :)
MoonBunny999
Thank you for the encouragement !!!
sugar09