She's drowning in her insecurities, In the fears that have invaded her heart, In the fire of hatred that burns within her, In her dreams, that, one by one, were torn apart. She's drowning in the screams that echo through her mind, In her love, once whole, now just broken, In the lies she told and was taught to believe, In her cries, her whispers, her words, unspoken. She's drowning in her confusion, an enigma in her mind, In the memories that have haunted her all these years, In the unspeakable pain that bleeds from every part of her, In the impurity that fades only as she herself disappears. She's drowning in the poison that flows through her veins, In the disease, that gives her a false sense of control, In the madness that has become her everyday life, In the depth of despair that claws away at her soul. She's drowning in the dim shadows of her own mind, In the darkness that has infested itself deep within. In the river of tears that flow from her eyes, She is drowning...and she cannot swim.
She's drowning in her insecurities, In the fears that have invaded her heart, In the fire of hatred that burns within her, In her dreams, that, one by one, were torn apart. She's drowning in the screams that echo through her mind, In her love, once whole, now just broken, In the lies she told and was taught to believe, In her cries, her whispers, her words, unspoken. She's drowning in her confusion, an enigma in her mind, In the memories that have haunted her all these years, In the unspeakable pain
We're just going to list them all, it's too confusing trying to put everyone's interests in order. Poetry. Writing (Anything). Reading. Literature. Music. Movies. Health. Nutrition. Fitness. Food. Cooking. Creating Recipes. Mental Health. Psychology. Self Injury. Animals. Nature. Painting. Drawing. Photography. (Art In Pretty Much Any Form). Journalling. Talking To Friends Online. Texting. Scrapbooking. Making Jewellery. All Range Of Crafts. Walking. Skipping. All Forms Of Exercise. Netball. AFL (Essendon). Soccer. Most Sports. Travelling. Cleaning/Tidying (OCD Habits). Eeyore. Winnie The Pooh (And All His Friends). Fast Cars (Typical Boys!). Clothes (Typical Girls!). Collecting Things (Teddy Bears, Eeyore Collectibles, Candles, Jigsaw Puzzles, Old Newspaper Clippings, Magazine Articles, The List Goes On). Partying (The Teens Of Course). Forums (We Own A Few). Mythology. There's sooooooo many more, but we think you get the idea. We'll add to it sometime.
We're just going to list them all, it's too confusing trying to put everyone's interests in order. Poetry.
PorcelainSoul updated their status 6:53pm
finally losing...just not FAST ENOUGH!!…
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PorcelainSoul gave 2many a hug 9:12pm
Welcome to DS and to the Multiple Personalities support group. Take your time looking around, read some…
October 15, 2009 6:48am
I reached my goal yesterday.
Six months without any serious self harm.
I did it.
After 8 years of cutting and burning (14 in total counting all …
October 5, 2009 4:28am
Monday 5th October 2009
I'll be six months self injury free in nine days. Unlike most people, I don't feel glad, happy or proud about …
August 25, 2009 9:43am
Tuesday, August 25th, 2009
So. My first entry in this thing. I don't know what to say, as per usual.
The last few days have …
U have such a gift. Your words r very inspirational. How about a journal update so we can know how u r doing. Cograts on controlling your self harm. Best Wishes!
ZENNING YOU STRENGTH.....PR
Thanks for the hug and the welcome
thank you. I am quiet sometimes too
thank you xx
Progress
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EDNOS with tendancies towards anorexia, bulimia, compulsive over eating, pica and compulsive exercise.
Diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder and Agoraphobia with Panic Disorder.
We have anxiety in almost all its forms, generalized anxiety, social anxiety, agoraphobia, panic disorder, PTSD, and OCD.
Recently diagnosed with Bipolar II Disorder.
I've suffered from severe clinical depression since the age of 11.
December 2005 my father committed suicide.
Diagnosed DID in April 2009.
Diagnosed as borderline and avoidant, with high dependency traits, high OCPD traits, and high schizotypal traits.
14 years (and counting) of physical and emotional abuse from family, so called "friends" and boyfriends.
Started self harming at age six. Currently six months SI free.
Marijuana addiction began at age 13.
OCD is hell.
My Nanna was dianosed with breast cancer in 2007.
We have many phobias, including agoraphobia, dental phobia, social phobia, claustrophobia and more.
My boyfriend of 6 years has ADD.
Amnesia due to Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Don't know what I want to do, it keeps changing.
We have friends with HIV.
My Nanna was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2007.
Diagnosed Bipolar II
