Falling Apart
I came across this and thought I would share it with all of you......
…
I am the mother of 3 children. Stephen who is 23, Brooke she is 16 and my precious angel baby Alexiz Marie that passed away on December 29, 2008 at only 26 days old. I am in a relationship with Alexiz's daddy and have been since November 2001 his name is Rick. He has 3 other daughters, Brittany 22, Rikki 15 and Savanah 18. We have 4 grandchildren and we help raise one, Tyler who is about to turn 3. He really helps us get through the days. We love you Alexiz and miss you so much it hurts.
I am the mother of 3 children. Stephen who is 23, Brooke she is 16 and my precious angel baby Alexiz Marie that passed away on December 29, 2008 at only 26 days old. I am in a relationship with Alexiz's daddy and have been since November 2001 his name is Rick. He has 3 other daughters, Brittany 22, Rikki 15 and Savanah 18. We have 4 grandchildren and we help raise one, Tyler who is about to turn 3. He really helps us get through the days. We love you Alexiz and miss you so much it hurts.
I came across this and thought I would share it with all of you......
…
I was told that "You need to get over it, you have other children!" Get over it? How does anyone expect a mother to get over their baby …
I have finally entered my precious angels room. The smell in the room is of my baby. The room smells of baby lotion and Downy. The suitcase that I …
I do not understand why this had to happen. I ask God everyday why? I was never so prepared for anything in my life as I was for the arrival …
Oh My Sweet Alexiz Marie, my angel......
I cannot believe that it is a month that you have been away from me. Oh I miss you so very much. I love you …
Random act of love.....pass it on! :)
yeah some days are better than others even still.....I am hitting the beginning of the 2 year mark here...2nd birthday, second angel day.....it is not the same dread as I felt with his firsts, but there is just a sadness there...it just blows.
how are you hunny?
Thank you. Jakobs birthday is saturday, its been a rough week.
Thinking of you and hoping you are okay...
On December 3,2008 my angel Alexiz Marie was born.Oh God I was so happy.She was the cutest and sweetest baby girl.Then on December 29,2008 our whole lives changed.I woke for her feeding about 2:15 am and I looked at her and noticed something wrong with her.From that point on it seems a blurr a nightmare.I called 911 and attempted giving her mouth to mouth.The paramedics arrived and she was taken to the ER. I remember the Doctor coming out with the Pastor and I knew what they were going to say.