ricksdar's Journal

I feel like I'm running in circles trying to keep ahead of something I can't even see. And I hate having to even move anymore. I use to love to be on the go, now I would rather just stay down. I know it's the depression and I need to pick myself up. Kinda like that new bra commercial, you have to hold them up, pick them up. If only I could feel that way again!!! Maybe I need a new bra not a antidepressant!LOL

I've have gone to both docs in two days. I hate weeks like this. It is bad enough having to go out once let alone two days in the week. Now I'm fighting meds again, having to look at the screen with only one eye because it is too blurry from medication. Then I'm trying to nod off before I get all my mail looked at. Not fair not fair! These damn meds. I curse them when they work or when they don't. Kinda like a period, Curse it when it comes an when it doesn't! Haha