Had a dream last night
February 28, 2009 11:12am
Last night I had a dream, I usually dont share things well,but this is true, and those of you who read this will understand why I …
acpap 
7:21pm, March 20, 2009
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About Me
acpap
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About Me
50 yo professional who is at the end of a 28 year marriage, soon ending in a divorce. Her choice, and one I hope she is prepared to live with. I am done with the fight and ready to move on with my life.
50 yo professional who is at the end of a 28 year marriage, soon ending in a divorce. Her choice, and one I hope she is prepared to live with. I am done with the fight and ready to move on with my life.
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Interests
Fishing. My 3 great kids. My career. Getting better and someday having a life, not just living this one out.
Fishing. My 3 great kids. My career. Getting better and someday having a life, not just living this one
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Thank you so much for your kind and wise words. I am so tired of missing my life, so sick of this sense of utter loss... I guess time is my friend... I have to learn to accept...
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thanks for holding our babies hand today
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thanks for being so nice yesterday
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Little Love
ty too
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I am so sorry for your feelings of pain and loss. There are many here, as you have observed that deal with the bi-polar issues. I hope yu will get some insights that help you and that you and your wife can get some counseling and make a go of it....
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Support Groups
Close Sleep Apnea
I am a Sleep specialist physician. Very interested in how my patients live with thier disorder. Might be able to answer some questions from time to time.
Close Breakups & Divorce
Things are so damned complicated. The only woman I thought I would ever be with has bipolar disorder and the last thing I held on to was trust. I have issues of my own, but after a 27 yr marriage (the last 3 and a half living apart) I just dont know that I can find my way back. I fuckin hate this!
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- worthless, like trying to get a cat and a fish to live together when you dont know one is a cat and the other is a fish!
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- on both sides , but I have just about used mine up
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- Thoought the space helped, but damned if it just hasnt screwed things up more.
- Love Not Working
- The problem is I Love her and care about her well being, but I can not live with her and I am beginning to wonder why I am trying to stay in the relationship as it is.
- Talking Not Working
- Time Not Working
- Thought it would help, lately I feel like the relationship got shot and left for dead.
Open Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
My 26 yo daughter (my beautiful baby) called me the other night with results of her MRI. I am a physician, and her history and MRI are consistant with the diagnosis of MS. I am very good at what I do, and I know this disease well, but this is my little girl.
