151's Journal

Hi guys. On Halloween I saw paranormal activity, boring in the begging, better in the end. I would suggest it if you have a long attention span, patience and like documentaries. I was invited to parties but I didn't go.I went to a movie because i have anxiety disorder so strangers knocking at my door freaks me out. I also got a burger at this restraunt with Vince and we saw the cuttest Elmo.

November 1st

 I went to Vince's because i didn't want to babysit all day, so i left Mike to be a father and of course when I came back there were candles and trash on the lawn. I told my grandma but she said she wasn't surprised and it's still outside. Our neighbors must love talking about us lol Nate called 911 again a couple days ago that's # 2 for the month of Octobet and # 4 in all. So the cops know us pretty good lol and Nate gets spanked and his dad yells what the fucks the matter with you and then that's the end of it until he does it again, he's 5. At Vinces is sister Sahrah just comes in his room and stares at me like she's brain dead, I try to talk to her but she doesn't say much! So annoying. Her older sister Meriah who is umm I don't know the politicaly correct term but she's mildly retarded. She said more to me than Sahrah did and acted a lot more intellegent. Then later his mom comes and stares at me like she's fucking stupid too!! ugh! Atleast his psyco older sister wasn't there. His friends came over all fucked up lol funny to watch.

November 2

Nates acting like a monkey and whearing shorts in October lol No one cares! He's jumping off furniture and I think he's ganna knock the lamp over. He's bugging me for a bath & he's not getting one because he's misbehaving. But can you blam him, everyone just goes in there rooms and watches tv and if he bugs them he gets spanked and it obviously doesn't work. Andrew 10 is developing depression, he's failing school and was being bullied for quite some time but his bullies just got expelled. He said everyone hates him & he hates himself. He lies alot and I think he stole 40$ from my grandma because he came home with all this candy and the recete said 30$ and my grandma was missing 40$ He says his friend bought the candy but... We never told his dad my grandma now writes down how much money is in her purse every night and she hides it in her closet under her cloths. So ridiculus. I need to move and pretend this type of parenting doesn't exzist. Andrews dad call him a stupid asswhole when he lies about doing homework and stuff. It's pretty sad to see. 

 On babycenter.com I guess there was this girl who would photoshop her belly and pretend to be a pregnant teen, well she got caught, and got kicked off. Now these people are accusing me of being her. I guess they saw some bog of mine and I wrote some of the same things she did. God these people on this site are so immature poor kids. So they made this privet group and are talking about me in it. Doesn't really bug me because I know I'm not a fraud. But there so dramatic on any post there fighting over nothing, i want pregnant teen friends, but most of them are so immature ugh. In January I'm going to take teen birthing classes so maybe I'll meet somone near me.