a little better
January 31, 2009 5:40pm
after such a long time feeling down ive finally had a couple of good days , well not good but better than they were , after i went to the doctor on …
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shellyjcr
5:41pm, January 25, 2009
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About Me
shellyjcr
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About Me
hello , my name is michelle , there is not a lot i can say about myself in a positive light , the only thing i have in my life that keeps me going is my 2 children ,
hello , my name is michelle , there is not a lot i can say about myself in a positive light , the only thing i have in my life that keeps me going is my 2 children ,
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been to the doctors
January 27, 2009 2:25pm
had a bad night last night , couldnt cope with the feelings i was getting , i was doe to go to the doctors next week but i decided last night i had …
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im trapped
January 26, 2009 3:41pm
today has been yet another day where i feel trapped inside my body , trapped inside my ilness and trapped in my own head, there is no escape , i had …
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another anxious morning
January 26, 2009 4:19am
i woke up again with the same crippling anxiety as always, forced myself out of bed to sort the kids and make them thier packed lunch for school , …
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i need help
January 25, 2009 5:18pm
im starting to feel that i can no longer cope alone , i have started to feel that i would be better off dead and other people are better off without …
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Well Done
YOU CAN DO IT I KNOW YOU CAN AND YOU NEED TO TALK TO PEOPLE MORE AND GET ON HERE AND TALK AND IT WILL HELP.
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Kiss
I MISS YOU SO MUCH YOUR NOT ON MUCH WANT HAPENING TO YOU DONT YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE OR DID I MAKE YOU MAD SO IF I DID HOPE TO TALK TO U SOON REALLY LATER HUN...............LOVE AND HUGSSSSSSSSSSS.............RUSTY
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Kiss
MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WISH COULD TALK AND HOPE YOUR OK AND DOING BETTER AND YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND AND THINKING OF YOU AND YOUR GLASSES NEED CHANGED I'M NOT GOODLOOKING BUT YOU ARE SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WISH WE CAN TALK I LOVE TALK TO YOU SO MUCH SO GOT ON AND TALK TO ME MY ANGEL OK ...........LOVE AND HUGSSSSSSSSS............RUSTY
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Kiss
HEY MISS YOU LOTS AND HOPE WE CAN TALK SOON AND CATCH UP ON THINGS AND YOU ARE DOING BETTER IF NOT TSLK TO ME I WILL TRY TO HELP U OUT SO MUCH YOU KNOW THAT BECAUSE I CARE ALOT ABOUT ............CATCH YOU LATER PLZZZZZZZZZZZ............HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSS.............RUSTY
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Little Love
I MISS TAKING TO YOU I GUESS YOU FOUND SOMEONE ELSE TO HELP YOU I WAS TRYING MY BEST AND WILL IF YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE I THINK I CAN HELP YOU ALOT YOU JUST NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN AND PAY ATTENTION TO YOU AND CARE FOR YOU WHICH I DO OK REALLY CANT WAIT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN .............LOVE AND HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSS...........RUSTY
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have had severe depression on and off since i was 13, im now 34 and im struggling with depression anxiety and other health problems , if i didnt have my 2 children i know i would not be here , i need help but dont know where to find it , my doctor tries to help me but its just not helping
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- was not that helpful
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- ive been taking them for 3 years but they just work ok
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- the depression overwhelms the happy thoughts
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- they were ok but i suffered wuth a lot of side effcts
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- ive tried mny times but it has never helped
Close Dizziness & Vertigo
about 8 years ago i got labyrinthitis , and ive been dizzy ever since my life is horrible
Treatments
- Betahistine Somewhat Helpful
- im taking these now , they help a bit
- Compazine Somewhat Helpful
- took them for 8 years on and off
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
as well as depression and dizziness i also suffer with anxiety, its always there , im constantly anxious and frightened , ive tried everything i can to overcome this but its beating me
Open Anxiety
ive suffered for about 3 years now and its all related to my depression and dizziness, its there all the time , i just cant cope
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- i use breathing excersises to cope everyday
- Hypnotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- it helps me relax at bedtime
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- it takes the edge off
- Valium Somewhat Helpful
- the side effects are horrible and i still never feel totally relaxed
Open Obesity
i have spent most of my life being overweight, as a child i was big , but i managed to lose the weight and get to ten stone when i was 20, after holding that weight for a few months i got pregnant and put on 6 stone , i lost it all after the pregnancy but then it slowly crept up and i was 14 stone when i got pregnant again , since then the weight has crept up and up and im fighting it daily.
Treatments
- Slim-Fast Somewhat Helpful
- helped for a while but i had no will power.
- Weight Watchers Somewhat Helpful
- i lost weight this way when i was 20 , it helped a lot but now its not very helpful
- Xenical Working / Worked
- i am currently on xenical , it is helping but im still battling to stop myself eating so much
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
ive had symptoms of this for 10 years , they gradually got worse, doctors believe i have had this since i was a teenager and thats why i struggled to get pregnant
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