Smile like you mean it.
My teacher asked me a question, she asked me "why are you NEVER happy?"
And you know what- I couldnt even answer I was so dumbfounded. …
My teacher asked me a question, she asked me "why are you NEVER happy?"
And you know what- I couldnt even answer I was so dumbfounded. …
Had a minor slip up the day b4 yesterday. I was disappointed but I feel better now, thanx to my boo boo Tofu:]
I am dong …
I am seriously contemplating suicide. I see no other way out of this! My life is a f-ing mess. I have no support system whatsoever. YES; there are a …
With these goals. Had to start over with the self injury one but Oh freaking well. I dont care atm.
I want to forget the way we used to talk.
The way we used to laugh.
How we fought so hard, but became so close.
I want to forget …
I have been cutting and burning for a little over a year. I have tried counseling and support groups but nothing has worked. Now i believe im becoming comfortable with the idea that i will be a "cutter" for life..
I have friends, but not real friends. They talk about me, and use me. I talk to people all the time but NOBODY knows me. The real me and i doubt they care anything about me. My family doesnt even care about me. If i'm not home they dont call and ask where i am. If i am they just ignore me. My teachers dont care either. I am invisible to everyone...
I am constantly on the go. Here. There. Everywhere. Everyone needs something from me. I have no time for myself. I am a dancer. I pressured to stay fit, learn routines at the drop of a hat, and be able to do things my body wont allow. I have to deal with drama at home end school. I have no suppost system. I am alone.
I just found out i have anxiety issues. I always thought i was a "nervous" person. I rign my hands, my face gets numb, and my stomach get jittery when i'm under pressure or put in surprise situations..
I believe that I was born with an eating disorder. Food just never appealed to me. I hated it. I became clinically "anorexic" when I was in the 6th grade and stopped eating for 7wks. I lost a lot of weight and I liked it. People of course started to notice how skinny I was getting so, I started eating again.. I would binge eat for weeks and then purge for weeks. So I guess thats my story for now...
Breast cancer runs in my family. I am 17 yrs old and I have a 38% chance of having cancer:( Breast cancer has taken many of my love ones lives.. Before I am diagnosed WITH or WITHOUT cancer I would like to learn more about it...
I had a bf who killed himself during my 8th grade year. I still havent recovered from his death. I have had many deaths in my family as well as many friends.I havent quite processed their deaths,honestly I just chose to ignore it. But I am ready to deal and heal:)