Journal

How do I stop being so needy in my relationship? My insecurities and jealousy get in the way all the time. I'm always worried he'll find someone better or even just realize I'm not the girl for him. I feel like I'm pushing him away.

The thing that I don't get, though, is that he's got the same insecurities, but gets angry with me for having them . . . 

I don't know why I can't just be cool and confident and easygoing in my relationship.

KP and I went to a local fitness club today. New members get their first two classes free, so we figured we'd try it out. We basically got our asses kicked during the hour long "body pump". Next week we plan on trying out the kickboxing class they offer. After our free visits we may end up signing up for their totally expensive membership.

Moving on... A few days ago I bought this vitamin called "Sam-E Complete" that I saw advertised on TV. Its supposed to enhance your mood, so I figured I'd give it a try. Its been just a few days so I'm still not sure how effective it is. I feel better, but I'm not sure if its the vitamin or if I just think its working. Either way I'm happier.