tbhope1's Journal

Well, apparently I said something that wasn't supposed to be said because I forgot to send my long-winded journal and forgot to send it before going on to the next thing, and.....lost it!

Now what did I say?

I apologized for not keeping up, but I have been overwhelmed with depression and anxiety at the highest level.  My therapist told me I was one step away from the hospital just after the 4th of July, and I've been working on getting back to "normal".

Fibromyalgia does have the symptoms of anxiety and depression, and with my surgery and radiation and my mom's surgery, and my sister being here bringing up old abusive memories, and maybe hot flashes and hormone changes contributing, well, it makes sense now, but I never saw it coming. 

I am going to get to each of you individually, but for now I will tell you that between my doctors and myself, we have found a way to get me to sleep at night for starters and that is making a difference already.  Please know that I think of you every day, and have continued to pray for you, so I have not forgotten you!  I am just working on picking up the pieces and bringing this puzzel to a beautiful outcome!