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sdonig01 
I must say that I have enjoyed this sight. Some of the discussions are inspirational and some are sad but then again, that's life. After almost two years drug and alcohol free I find it hard to remember how bad it was. Not that I want to dwell on those past failures but I think I must at least remember throwing my guts up, curled up in a ball in the shower wishing I was dead or that I had a bag at my fingers. I think success is just as hard as failures. I was a mess for so many years that it felt comfortable to be a mess. I thought that getting my act together would be peaches and cream. I forgot that life s a roller coaster. The good, the bad and the ugly. It's all good. I am taking on a new sponsee who I hope and pray I can help. It is amazing how good I feel when I am helping others. I almost feel guilty because I think I am getting more out of it than he is. My selfishness creeps back in. I am just grateful for the people out there that G-d has put in my life. No coincidences.
