lfarr1's Journal

If only breifly so I can catch my breathe.

Life moves right along. If I stop to breath, I might get pushed off this merry go round.  Always something to do, seems like a break is impossible at times.  It does get stressful to say the least. Too many irons in the fire.   This morning it was up at 5 again to get the boys to the neighbor and come to work.  Since they changed my schedule and I am forced to work Saturdays, and the time change, my whole life is unbalanced it seems.  I can’t catch up with myself.  Then I stay in constant pain these days.  Might make an appointment with primary doctor and see if he has any suggestions.  Life is too hurried and I feel like I am not getting all done that I should .  Anxiety has been an issue lately.  No matter how hard I go I never seem to keep on top of things.  I am still in motion but feel like I get further behind.  If I could stop the ride temporarily and put my ducks back into a neat row, perhaps I can keep up.  Maybe it is an age thing, NAH CAN’T BE………  I may be getting older but I REFUSE to grow up.  So, on and on the days run into each other and I get less and less done, but I might have to just resign myself to the fact, that the days are shorter, and I can  do it next week just as well as this week.