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CookKell 
It's been almost 4 weeks. I still cry, about 2 times a day. I was only 8 weeks. But I wanted this baby. I wonder if he feels the same way I do. But I don't really think anyone does. We all go along with our lives. I try to talk about it or at leaste mention it. But I almost feel as if I'm bothering people. I feel like they think I'm dwelling.
It's driving me nuts. I still have to go for blood work every week to see where my levels are. This might sound selfish but if I can't have this baby I just want it all to end. No more blood work then talking to the dr. about the blood work. I'm tired and heart broken. Why can't anyone see how heart broken I am?
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hang in there darling. i know its hard, but stay strong for your husband, your beautiful girls, and most importantly, yourself.
niki7
I am so sorry for your loss, & sad that you feel alone. I hope that we can help you through this site... Thank you for inviting me to be your friend, oxo
jenniflower73
I'm so sorry. I agree that dr appointments and bloodwork is just a constant reminder of your loss. I remeber looking at my husband when we lost our baby at Christmas asking if every Christmas was going to be bad now. His response was no but there will always be a sad part of Christmas. He's right. We all move forward and on with life but there will always be a sad spot in our hearts for the ones we have lost. May you find peace and healing.
Jenn1307
I am so sorry for what you are going through. I know how you feel. I still dwell on my loss. You will have good days and bad days. Just remember that your little one is watching over you.
amandahofner121