I am a 35 year old homemaker with two children and a wonderful husband. my mom committed suicide when i was 10. my father molested me when i was 11 my step mother beat me until i was 15 i moved away. got married at 20 and he beat me until i left him at 23. stayed single for years. my dad got cancer and i took care of him for a year or so. then he died while i was 5 months pregnant with my daughter at the age of 30. I got married at the age of 34 on ground hogs day and had a little boy premature last november. i was recently diagnosed with depression anxiety and wpw heart condition. yesterday they ran blood test and my live emzymes were high so now they want to find out what is causing that.
I am a 35 year old homemaker with two children and a wonderful husband. my mom committed suicide when i was 10. my father molested me when i was 11 my step mother beat me until i was 15 i moved away. got married at 20 and he beat me until i left him at 23. stayed single for years. my dad got cancer and i took care of him for a year or so. then he died while i was 5 months pregnant with my daughter at the age of 30. I got married at the age of 34 on ground hogs day and had a little boy premature last
trying to get past the past and have a wonderful life with my husband and being the best mom ever to my children for as long as god will allow me to be here on earth. which i hope is forever.
trying to get past the past and have a wonderful life with my husband and being the best mom ever to
February 2, 2009 11:31pm
Well, I am handling life pretty good these days. This year will be the year that my mother committed suicide 25 years ago so they are thinking that I …
January 21, 2009 5:57pm
I am in therapy now after all these years. Im 35 years old and finally talking to a professional about the death of my mother. I am learning alot. I …
I wish you well..
I suffer the same. Is that book written by Hope Edelman? I have that one, and motherless mothers too. I love to read but these two are the hardest for me to get thru. What about you? How do you feel?
Hi thanks for replying to my post, wow your are brave, Im sorry to hear about your mum and what you went through. You proove that we can get past these things and move on and have a kind of normal life! Thanks for sharing and your words of wisdom. X
Hi, thanks for responding to my post on my mom contacting me. I'm glad that you have left your past behind and have a supportive family now. My health has been deteriorating, I have high blood pressure and diabetes type 2 and have been struggling to get them under control. I believe my mom is trying to contact me be my esp is on a subliminal level. I would not type in daughter on the computer on a conscious level, it sounds like my mom. She used to worry alot about me when she was living.
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i was diagnosed with Wolff Parkinsan White syndrome in November. Only options I have is medicine or surgery.
i have been having anxiety attacks since november 08. now i am in theropy and on medication and i feel better.
i have depression. started after my second child was born
after my mom died i turned to my dad for comfort at the age of 10. in return he sexually abused me
my mom committed suicide when i was 10
