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LsaB 
2:01pm, January 22, 2009
Woke up this morning ....which is good!!!! I would like a day of 5 maybe 10 or even 20 minutes of a pain-free break. This time its been constint. I wish the doctors would hurry up and figure this out. I push and push. They all say the same, " you look good". Yaa...thats because it thats me 2hrs to gets dressed now. And Ive learned the short cuts, cut all your hair off..( which was a wrong move...takes to much time) which clothes to wear..etc. I don't clean like I use to. ( was a complusive cleaner...ha!!! not anymore) can't touch my thighs today they hurt, can heel the pain just sitting here. Gi tract is shooting pain. peircing! No one in my family understands..My husband tries, but can't. Unless you have it. I think today I'll have to do or take something!! well I am off to clean, I still do some cleaning! and go to work...yeah I still do that also! Then I crash, extreme fatigue hits. And I feel guilty I have such a young family. I should be running around with them. In my mind I am. God!! Today I feel like I have a severe case of the flu, very bad body pains-never had that before. oh well. need to go byeeeeeeeeee!
