dairyqeen's Journal

i am learning so many things  i am learning semingly fast, i wanted to know these things earlier but i have realized we get just enough information to handle in the station we are in, God never intended for me to learn the lesson for now later, and he prepared me for such a time as this to be able to be the most effective because of my experiences the bad and the good. we often look for the whys of a thing instead of the God of the things, he will explain and have us to explore our hearts in search of the unexplainable or the things that seem to defy our understandings. i have learned to relax and enjoy the skin that i am in, i am no  longer in need of trying to fixing all the problems of everyone because i realized i am not the saviour, my blood is not precious and sacrifing myself foreveryone is not beneficial to me or those who love me. i just think that if we start paying attention to the matters of our own heart then we would have less time to look at the mote in someone else eyes.  i  appreciate the home i live in , the friends i have, the conditions that i can not change are even things that i have learned to appreciate that they are a growing and learning experience to which i can be helped and to benefit others that may need my help life is wonderful and it is often what we make it i honestly think if we surround ourselves with people who are positive and upbeat then it will affect our mood and give us more hope and help us to help others.  Praying everyone is well and that God will touch hearts open doors and ultimately deliver all from sickness and oppression. love dairy