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  BeyBey (03/26/09)

  Hi hon. I'm sorry I have been gone for some time. I just replied to your question in ask mrs beybey. I hope all is well.
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  scenequeen (03/20/09)

  Im sooo scared that he is not sincere...I hope and pray he is. I know he is not with Amanda anymore....she gave him Clamydia...She cheated on him, contracted the disease then gave it to him. When I think about him having the disease it reminds me that they had sex. When I was with him, he was a virgin. Now, I feel as if he is ruined for me. He tells me that he was lonley and thats why he had sex with her. Well that makes me wonder if thats how he is viewing me. If he is lonley and thats why he wants to be with me. I dont know if he is truly sincere. When we talk, he tells me that he is cutting and that all he wants to do is die. He is playing with my heart. And that really scares me. But what if he is sincere? What if he really loves me and never stopped? When I was locked up, I wrote him and told him for the first month or two that I loved him and wanted him soooooo much. Then when he never wrote me back, I started writing that I hate him and all other types of things...he brought that up and told me that that broke his heart...He doesnt understand what I was going through...and he also still doesnt believe Audrianna is his...he still wants the paternity test...what do I do? How can I get through this without getting hurt again and affecting my lil girl? I am sooo tired of being alone though...I miss being held and loved and told Im beautiful...nobody seems to think Im worth it....all my old friends dont want anything to do with me...and guys avoid me like I carry the plauge....how can I show all them that I care without seeming to vunerable? Oh and I have another 6 month review april 10th...which is confusing...Ive already been in foster care for a year...oh well...Thanks Dairy...your a great friend!
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  scenequeen (03/20/09)

  hey Audriannas Douchbag father is trying to come back...i dont know what to do...i still love him and he says that i am the only one who can make him happy...i dont know if he is telling me the truth...i really miss him and everytime i talk to him i fall more in love with him...what do i do? do i take him back? im listening to love songs again...you know that song by kelly clarkson? My life would suck without you? well thats my song now...god im soooo confused...please what do i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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  LovelyNiecy (03/15/09)

  Hello My Sister-in-Christ! I pray that you are Blessed and Happy. Here are some Happy Weekend Roses Just for you. God Bless with Love, Niecy.
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  lilstubby (03/14/09)

  Hey, thank you! School is going well. As far as spring goes, it was cold and rainy today, so I didn't stay outside much. Thank you for the kind words, you're such a great friend too. You have a great new week! take care, -devin
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  Nannygoat1 (02/27/09)

  I'm beginning to wonder what's going on. Hope I didn't do anything? Ya got me worried that something is wrong? I hope all is well?? Miss you.Love Nanny
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  Nannygoat1 (02/25/09)

  I been wondering what happen to you?Hope all is well. anyway just drop by to say hello. Are you doing ok?any way ya been missed! I know it's not easy being my friend.Hope I didn't upset you! If I did you can kick me where the sun don't shine,if ya want to! I steel love ya!
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  Nannygoat1 (02/24/09)

  Just thought it was time to check in and see what ya been up to. I been bussy,and not feeling all that well right now, well I was a fool, that man I was helping, well he played me!After I worked my buns off to help him put some kind of order to the awful mess ,what's he do? I'll tell ya he lets these two crack whores move in and take over,I payed for the food that he was letting them eat,I cleaned the bathroom he let them use! I worked hard for five days took two guys over there to help,I paid for the cleaning stuff,over 200 dollers to put food in his house ,he had nothing I had to buy everything,brooms mops,cleaningstuff windex spickanspan, it took two days,and six cans of oven cleaner, took a day to scrub out his nasty ref,and get rid of all the nasy,rotten spoilt food .I picked up clothes ,dirty dippers,soda cans broken toys,cig butts,allover the place,I brought home five loads of his loundry washed and dryied,and folded them changed his bed that had not been changed in must of been a month.I cooked food at my home,and took over there so he would have some good home cooking as he had not been eating right. And I told him that I would do what ever it took to help him get things together.But I told him that if he let any of these people in that house ,that that would be the END!He said he learned his lession? He said he wasn't haveing it,I thought it was over, well saterday,he calls me says to me, you been working to hard,you need to take the day off, told me to stay home that he could manage. well I was getting pretty tired,so ya he was right there,so I made up my mind that I was going to take it easy,ok so then I remember that the two guys that I was paying to help were going over there to finnish up a few things. well I knew that they needed rags to clean up the mess, so I drive over there to drop off the rags,ans leave some food for the guys to eat,and well,well just what did I find?The crack whores! they were eating the food I bought,had their things all over the place,he had let them move in and I was being treated like I was not welcom. After all this bunch had did to him,after I pored my heart and soul in to this mess to help him and OMG!!I was just heart broken I tell you,It was all I could do to keep my cool!I wanted to kick ass and take names! But It was his home,so I just left.when I got home he didn't call me until Sunday,He called me about 8or9 times I was so up set that I did not wan't to even speak to him,plus I learned thet he knew days ago that they were comming over,thats why he told me to take the day off! so I wouldn't find out that he was moving his crack whores in!After all I did for this man! It was as if he just spit in my face! I'am so HURT!!!then if it wasn't enough when he called me he acts as if nothing was the matter and it was me who was in the wrong for telling him that he played me,and reminding him that he knew that if he let these people come back that It was over and I was out of the picture.I wanted to slap the snot out of him but as he is no biger than a broomstick I could hurt or even kill him so,I know better but I wanted to slap the taste out of his rotten mouth! Here's the thing! All I was trying to do was help out a Vet,I thought,that any man that went to war,should not be living in that nasty mess,and it was a shame to treat this old vet.this way.so in my mind I was doing what I think we all should do to take care of the men and women who went to war for our country! I was just tring to show him that we,cared about happens to our solders. Ok! now Can any one take a gess as to what I'll do the next time an old vet. needs my help? Well this has wonded me badly,So all the Vets.can thank this peace of dung, Because I will never in my life give a penny to the disable vets, and I would not get off my ass to take one step to save them if they were caught on fire. And they can thank this peace of crap for me feeling this way,so when you hear how bad these guys are being done. REMBER HOW THIS LADY WAS TREATED WHEN I DID TRY AND DO MY PART!!!!And Yes one bad apple spoils the lot! Tell me why I should ever give a dam. I did what I could.but it will be a cold day in hell befor I'll ever give to the disable vet, For the past twentyfive years I have donated a lot of my hard earned money to help these men out, not a week went by that I didn't write letters,to some of the men fighting in the war,made pies,cakes,cookies,sent cig,Every dam week, for over two years,I wrote.some times 4an6 times a week and I was only 16 then. well Boys your on your own as far as I give a hoot, As this gals had it! can't say I didn't try. there is no more heart for you to hurt anymore.sincerly Your NannyGoat!
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  I'm With You
  

  karauto (02/21/09)

  your right we do have alot in common when it comes to the fostering and such. It is a wonderful thing. Kids are great. As for the weight loss it is a process but its going...slowly but surely.... I hope your doing well. Thanks for the hug and have a wonderful weekend. Karla :)
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  Nannygoat1 (02/16/09)

  spent my birthday,helping this elderly man clean up a nasty mess his house mates left for him after they ripped him off for 2000dollers,It was a mess like I never seen in my life,these young kids with 5 little ones moved this guy out of a nurseing home,with the pretense,that if he paid the rent and bills, they would take care of him an keep the house liveable,cook and take him to the VA for his,Dr's apporintments.Well they took care of him ok,it was one sad,sad, sight,I would not my dogs live that dirty and Sambo my baby he loves to go swimming in the Lagoon! PU!! But this place was a nasty stinking mess! They stole his money and his car ,turned his house upside down,left dirty dipperslaying all over the house,to darn lazy to get off their butts and put them in the trash? That even trashie to me! when I nad babys, I would wash the poop out in the toilet then toss them in a dipper pail.I don't get someof these people and their filthy ways. How can anyone theat someone who is disable this way.

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